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2014-02-12 Activities of marriage by "Sanguozhi".

The other day, I bought the comic book "Wife of KOUMEI" of the third volume that is the N order's creation of "Sanguozhi".

Recently, the comics have become popular among my family, and not only two daughters but also my wife is enjoying them.

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I like "Sanguozhi" so-so, but I am not crazy for the story;

Nevertheless I want to tell two daughters about the rough story.

The purpose is for

Activities of marriage

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There are "Sanguozhi" funs in male group at the constant rate.

Some of the men could read in the Eiji-Yoshikawa edition.

Ignoring the only gamers or comic readers, we can estimate that they have intelligent and acquirement to some extent.

When my daughter attends at a mixer and just says the following phase,

"In my case, I prefer Kakuka to Koumei as a strategist."

My daughters are going to have the mixer in the bag, with bringing under other girls control.

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When I told her the above strategy, she said,

"Papa! I will start the study of "Sanguozhi" as soon as possible!!"

with a gleam in her eye.


2015-02-12 "Do your best!" "Run to the desk!" "You are still in time!!"

In this middle of January, I woke up at 5:00 am and went to considerably far-off school with my junior daughter for the entrance examination.

The reason why I went with her was to be expected as a trouble-shooter of an accident resulting in injury or death.

In front of the school gate, more than one hundred teachers of many tutoring schools, in all sincerity, lined on the road side area, and they encouraged their students.

I was afraid that "they seems to be had to gather from this early morning", however, it could not help because of parts of their tasks.

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After a few minutes from the deadline, when the parents and teachers went apart from the gate, two sets of parent and child were running inside the gate.

At that time, from the both side of road,

"Do your best!" "Run to the desk!" "You are still in time!!"

The teachers made circular motions with their arms, and encouraged the parents and children regardless of their belongings.

I almost cried to see the figure carelessly.

At that time, I could believe that all of adults hope that any child, who has studied hard so far, shows their biggest power equally.

(To be continued)


2016-02-12 I was diving under floor yesterday.

In order to wire for Home Security system using EtherCAT,

I was diving under floor yesterday.

I has tried it afternoon after temperature became high, and entered from the door of the floor storage, however it annoyed me very much.

It was tremendous fear to put my body into the narrow space, that height was just 40cm, and to do slow method of progression.

Of course, it was perfect dark under the floor and I was fear that what I should do if I was stuck.

When I thought "if an earthquake happen", I needed a considerable courage.

"If I don't do it, I cannot write the next colum of EtherCAT"

The thought made me to face difficulties resolutely, with slow method of progression.

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Among them, I noticed that it was better to roll the body rather than tp creep forward, so I was rolling with the cold concrete flop.

I think that I couldn't carry out this work, unless I have been on diet.

Apparently, "in order to roll in under the floor", it seems I had a weight loss. w


2017-02-12 Fear of AI is clearly "garbage"

In this lecture, from 1965 to the present, the authority of three world-wide artificial intelligence, which was clearly stated "some kinds of work disappears by AI", with evidence,

were made laugh by me.

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In answering questions after the lecture,

Questioner: "Then, Mr. Ebata, how long do you think Artificial Intelligence robs human's work?"

Ebata: "Well, this time it's the 3rd generation, I think that it might be difficult even in the 15th generation artificial intelligence boom, 300 years later"

I answered.

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Ebata: "To begin with ..."

I continued.

- It is not a future form of "depriving work", but "work has been robbed", as already past tense

- And, it is not "AI" but "word", "excel" and "power point" that had taken our jobs.

- By these three applications, how much do you think the population of phototypes, accounting people, advertisements and designers have decreased?

(And, on the contrary, thanks to "Word", "Excel" and "PowerPoint", I got a framework of writer fortunately)

- It is not "AI will break the world", but "PC had already destroyed the world"

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In general, compared to what the personal computer are doing,

Fear of AI is clearly

"garbage"


2018-02-12 "I want to stay a connection with someone, I want someone to remember me forever"

Yesterday, I was watching New Year's cards arriving in this New Year, I noticed but the number had definitely decreased.

Of course, I also gradually reduce the New Year's cards I posted, so I do not feel anything unexpected.

I can say one thing, I feel that

"Everyone might start to close the connection of their life"

In the communication program, it is very important to close all of the communication connections even when the program terminates abnormally.

In order to avoid wasteful consumption of communication resources, or maintain confidentiality as well, "disconnecting" is important.

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Of course, human relationship is not a communication program, so I know it should not be said as such a rough story.

"I want to stay a connection with someone, I want someone to remember me forever"

To hope it - Of course, it is no problem to hope it - is useless.

Because we forget people who have disappeared and we come to live every day.

So, in the same way, I think that living everyday to make me forget perfectly is important.

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However, since I change my opinion easily, tentatively, this is my today's personal impression.

Also, regarding New Year's cards, it might not "closing of connections of life". It may just be that they come to feel "bothersome" like me.

Well, everyone has their own life.


2019-02-12 "there are a lot of people whose smell is same like me"

(Continuation from yesterday)

In the released trailer, battle scenes with the imitated Soviet Union controlled by Stalin were opened, and at the time, I decided to watch the movie.

And, I felt confident that

"no doubt that the "battle of Stalingrad" will be deployed"

I expected that fierce brain fights between the protagonist of the battlefield and the dictator Stalin will be developed, and the first complete defeat of the heroin will be shown (base on the real history).

After all, I am a geek of modern war history, for example, I have watched the full length of NHK Special "20th century of video" repeatedly over 10 times, and I bought a DVD of the movie "International Military Tribunal for the Far East" and "Pacific War" when I was a college student,

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As a result, my expectations were all out.

And, I was impressed with thinking "Well, the United States is joined in this way"

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After the movie was over, I looked through the inside of the movie theater, I thought

"there are a lot of people whose smell is same like me"

There were quite a few men with suits and neckties, and they seemed to attend the "Fiscal Year Budget Meeting" moving to another room.

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By the way, the trailers before the movie screening were only animation films, and it was boring for me.

However, in view of the audiences of this movie, I felt that these trailers were "out of scope".

I think that the direction of "Downfall", "Enemy at the Gates" "THE BATTLE FOR BERLIN" or "JUDGEMENT AT NUREMBERG" is right.

Not right?


2021-02-12 - Technology to naturally remove elderly people from the top of the organization.

I think I've written a little bit in this column about how "ageing itself becomes a 'power'".

Even if they are not capable or have no achievements, the elderly come to get the power -- this is the negative side of the Confucian concept of respect for the elderly.

No one can resist an elderly person who is capable and has a good track record.

It is natural.

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In addition, the older we get, the harder it is to change the paradigm -- and of course, the harder it is for me.

As I mentioned before, it took me several years to get "marital separation" and more than ten years to get "gay marriage".

The self-learning (self-study) to understand these things was long and painful.

If you don't know how hard this is, imagine yourself and your family in a realistic way.

"Blood marriage (brother marriage, sister marriage, brother-sister marriage, sister marriage, parent-child marriage)"

Try to simulate them in your mind how much time and study you will be able to accept them.

(Is that a good example? )

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Anyway,

- The elderly have power.

- Paradigm shift for the elderly is as difficult as accepting "real blood marriage".

Can't you think of it that way?

Yeah, you can't do that.

I understand.

If we assume that,

- The concept of "mutual understanding based on the premise that the elderly cannot change their minds.

and

- Technology to naturally remove elderly people from the top of the organization.

I believe that these will be the social solutions of the future.


2022-02-12 When I watch TV, I think that many people confess that they hate themselves.

When I watch TV, I think that many people confess that they hate themselves.

People in this country are very tolerant of saying "I hate myself" while saying "I hate that guy" is avoided.

If people who "hate themselves" are the majority in our country, it may be easier to empathize with them.

So, I looked up "I hate myself" on Google and found "about 13,300,000 results (0.42 seconds).

I just looked it up on Twitter and found 29 in an hour.

Now, I am trying to figure out how to judge these results.

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Anyway, what you "hate" is what you "hate," and that's not a theory, so I don't blame you.

However,

I think it is better to refrain from confessing in public, no matter how much it is about you, that "words that deny yourself".

Because that's "bullying".

It's not pleasant to be shown "bullying" in public -- at least not by me.

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Me: "If I were you, I'd say 'the world is bad'... Actually, 'the world is bad'."

I whispered, and my wife responded it to me,

Wife: "I think there are only a handful of people in the world who can think like that."


2023-02-12 However, I leave this diary to remember that I am now 'weak and unable to do anything about this situation', which is my default.

I think I have been very busy since the second half of this year.

Still, I managed to get by, so I thought, 'I guess I can get by'.

However, things have not been going as planned due to a series of dental pain, back pain, and general fatigue caused by a cold that has been occurring in rapid succession for the past two weeks.

I have often experienced the "I can't perform" → "I can't get the work done" → "I'm in a hurry" phase. However Now the situation is as follows.

'I get nauseous when I try to think about anything'

When this happens, there is nothing more that can be done.

In situations like this, when I look down on my normal,

"What in the world was I working so hard every day for?"

This is the feeling I have now

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Maybe when I recover from this condition, I will start talking about myself and others as if I have forgotten all this.

However, I leave this diary to remember that I am now 'weak and unable to do anything about this situation', which is my default.

To remind myself once again that I will never make me a person who only says, "Hang in there," to people who have been affected by the disaster, who have been afflicted, who are broken, exhausted, and unable to stand up.


2024-02-12 As of today, I am still in mass production of the program.

I have a viewing practice of 'slumbering through a movie while coding,' which is something that should be infuriated by people who love movies.

I will leave it at that and write about two movies today.

(1)"Love from the Camp"

This was the hottest Japanese film of 2022.

I had a strange sense of deja vu, and after watching it, I did a little research. There it was: it was broadcast on TV in 1993.

I'd like to see this one, and I've been exploring YouTube and the like, but I haven't found it yet.

I was shocked by the TV drama at that time -- I was astonished and deeply moved by the method of "carrying the will in memory."

Because of this personal background, I could not concentrate much on the movie (I was bothered by unnecessary things, like the camps being a bit too beautiful).

Regarding Lagerie, I recommend "Manchukuo Engi" by Yoichi Funado (I checked it out from the library, but it was a heavy (weight) book. It seems to be in a library now).

I recently talked about the live-action version of "Golden Kamui." I would also highly recommend "Ezochi Betsuden."

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(2)Jojo Rabbit(2020)

As I have said before, I believe I have seen all the existing and publicly televised images of Auschwitz, as well as documentaries and films, without dropping them.

And, well,

There is also this misunderstanding -- again, my stance is "Fuck, Nazi."

This film was a fun film that balanced the comical and the serious against Nazism from the point of view of a child(?) before he joined the Hitler Youth.

I was tired of the Nazi content, and this film was a relief to me.

Both are available on Amazon Prime.

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As of today, I am still in mass production of the program.