This morning I waked up, my wife was waiting for me, and rush to say "the TV at living room doesn't work"
Well, this was one of daily happening, and In most cases, it will be resolved by turning off the power or restoring it to its default settings.
However,
This time, the tuner of the television didn't work and it could not accept the input from the external input terminal.
The possibility that the computer built into the TV has broken down was coming.
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I mentioned before about the engine control unit (ECU) of a car. Now, most things around us are controlled by computers.
If the cause is by software (program), it may be manageable for me, however I cannot be helped by hardware(microcomputer).
The previous TV could be used as a monitor to display external devices (such as DVDs or HDDs) even if the tuner was broken.
The reason for this happening is that all the TV interfaces are now centrally managed by the microcontroller.
If the microcontroller dies, everything connected to the television will become inoperable.
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At first, I also checked the price of the TV and the repair cost, but I knew the recent TV is cheaper.
A long time ago, a 40-inch TV was over 300,000 yen, but recently I was surprised to know that it could be purchased in the 30,000 yen range.
So I think
"The buying will be cheaper"
(To be continued)
(Continuation from yesterday)
I am a god of spirit of "Mottainai".(Correctly speaking, I am just stingy)
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In the Akihabara area, I don't want to go to PC shop, but feel ecstasy in the part of PC of a dangerous junk store.
After my death, I hope for the whole body's dedication (from hair to one nail) (*).
I should have an unreasonable feeling to discard the TV that is largely unbroken.
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However, in an absolute sense, I refuse to provide as an experimental dedication (at least 1 mm ^ 3).
I just want to achieve the ambition to "last life even with only part of the body", and I have no intention of someone's help.
In addition, I feel terrible and unpleasant just by thinking that my body will be "touched" by young people for their studying and researching, whose intelligence or intelligence is unknown.
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However, I am an IT professional.
I felt "maybe it is...", I let the TV hit the cooler air directly, and some of the functions were restored.
I thought, "it is sure"
This is a so-called "heat runaway".
This is famous phenomenons, encountered on personal computers, which often occurs in summer.
However, the occurrence of heat runaway itself is evidence that computers have already gone down.
Such cooling methods are ad hoc.
However it's a time for me to select the Ebata's Next Main TV, at least.
I go home late every day, but when I talk to my daughter, I sometimes have a conversation for about three hours at midnight.
The other day, I was talking in the thesis of
"How important is Love in Life?"
"Preliminarily, let us define the importance here as "oxygen or carbohydrate" as meaning "the proportion of the heart necessary for one's survival". Of course, there is no problem in the value of subjectivity.
I declared and started it first.
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Daughter (Eldest daughter): "Well, I'm about 60%"
Ebata: "It's amazing. It's a feeling that love is all."
Daughter: "... what do you want to say?"
Ebata: "You're young, it's good"
Daughter: "I thought you would say that anyway. So what about you, dad?"
Ebata: "Like red ginger of grilled buckwheat"
Daughter: "You were poor. Would you have been more when you were young ?"
Ebata: "When I was young, maybe ... it might have been pepper in Unaju Don"
Daughter: "Is it increasing now?"
Ebata: "It's almost an increase like a division by zero"
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Here, she brought up a subject to her mother.
Daughter: "What about you mom?"
Wife:"...."
Daughter: "Mom?"
Daughter: "It is about 80%, isn't it?"
Daughter: "80 percent?"
Daughter: "80%. You said that "the proportion of the heart necessary for one's survival""
Daughter: "Well, yes, yes"
While saying, my eldest daughter turned to me.
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I said to my daughter while nodding.
"I'm often told "Ebata is something" from various people, however,
Everyone could not notice, but mom is really more "something" than me.
When I went to see the movie "The Aircraft Carrier "Ibuki"" with my wife, I got to know the work "Archimedes War" in the trailer.
The trailer was well edited, but I thought, "this is going to be failed."
Because it was a movie with the theme of "math"
However, I decided that
"Even if you decide to watch a movie in a cinema with only a few people,"
"Only this "I" will definitely go to see"
As a person who has written a column on the subject of "Let's turn the world by numbers", I think I have to watch this movie.
So, I was going to go to the cinema alone even if nobody invite.
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So I didn't think that it was going to go to a movie with the whole family of "Archimedean Wars".
That is an offer from my family.
I was thinking, "Is the program advertising so good?"
From the conclusion, it was a great movie.
I shouldn't do a simple comparison, however it was better work I have seen in recent years than "Eternal Zero", "Japan's Longest Day", "Shingozilla" and "Aircraft Carrier Ibuki".
No excessive empathy, no battle scenes (though the first video was awesome),good laugh, the wonderful actor's performance, and above all, the scene of "mathematics power" was a masterpiece.
Since I had read the original comics up to three volumes, I also noticed a major reorganization from the original.However, the reformed contents are also wonderful.
The opening and ending are closed wonderfully, and this can be said to be a masterpiece of secondary creation.
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I was really entertaining, but I was afraid that the family might have been bored.
All said, "I didn't feel that for a second," and they said that this movie was much more interesting than "Eternal Zero".
Wife: "Dad. In the scene where the equation appeared, I was looking into the screen"
Ebata: "Well, I wanted to find a term that could lead to a constant that leads to the limit. To be honest, I wanted to confirm "Elliptic partial differential equation (*)" before I got that general formula.
(*) I do not know elliptic partial differential equations well, but I think that it is probably a kind of partial differential equation.
Well, I thought that the content of the general formula drawn in the film was a bit too simple.
Perhaps, if it was a serious general expression, ten blackboards would have been needed.
If so, maybe it takes 2-3 hours to estimate one construction cost, and it will be difficult for a movie.
Therefore, the "director's edition" is good.
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Ebata: "Weren't they all really interesting?"
Wife: "If we don't understand the formula, that movie was absolutely interesting."
My wife said that.
My eldest daughter said that she was overwhelmed by the idea of "National strategy to falsify figures,"
My second daughter said that she felt in the engineer's mind that "they wanted to make it because they designed it."
Of course, I was shocked by the big reorganization from the original about "Yorishiro(an object that divine spirits )".
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In this way, everyone in the Ebata family will be able to appreciate the beautiful movie that has been full of points in the past few years.
The other day, I wrote the diary about "The TV at the living room had not worked, and after that the parts of function has recovered by a cool air from of an air conditioner"
One of the un-recovered function by the air conditioner, is
"Only NHK(surface wave) is not displayed"
To be precise, the trouble is "Scrambled video displays and nothing sounds in the NHK channel"
Now we dispute NHK's fees for television viewers, so I think that this un-recovered function gives me rise an interesting problem.
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You know, The Ebata's pay for NHK's fees for television viewers.
The reason why the Ebatas pays is that we watch the NHK programs based on a "benefit principle".
Well at the present, both NHK and the Ebatas cannot go the "benefit principle" by getting a new TV.
I think that it corresponds to "the installation of the television receiver" in the broadcast law, but it is the situation where I can not watch any NHK program completely.
I don't know how we should manage the fee in the eye of the law.
I hope you will give me whether the Ebatas should pay for the fee about the device that cannot receive NHK contents at all, liability without fault.
The other day, I wrote the diary about "The TV at the living room had not worked, and after that the parts of function has recovered by a cool air from of an air conditioner"
One of the un-recovered function by the air conditioner, is
"Only NHK(surface wave) is not displayed"
To be precise, the trouble is "Scrambled video displays and nothing sounds in the NHK channel"
Now we dispute NHK's fees for television viewers, so I think that this un-recovered function gives me rise an interesting problem.
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You know, The Ebata's pay for NHK's fees for television viewers.
The reason why the Ebatas pays is that we watch the NHK programs based on a "benefit principle".
Well at the present, both NHK and the Ebatas cannot go the "benefit principle" by getting a new TV.
I think that it corresponds to "the installation of the television receiver" in the broadcast law, but it is the situation where I can not watch any NHK program completely.
I don't know how we should manage the fee in the eye of the law.
I hope you will give me whether the Ebatas should pay for the fee about the device that cannot receive NHK contents at all, liability without fault.
The other day, I wrote the diary about "The TV at the living room had not worked, and after that the parts of function has recovered by a cool air from of an air conditioner"
One of the un-recovered function by the air conditioner, is
"Only NHK(surface wave) is not displayed"
To be precise, the trouble is "Scrambled video displays and nothing sounds in the NHK channel"
Now we dispute NHK's fees for television viewers, so I think that this un-recovered function gives me rise an interesting problem.
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You know, The Ebata's pay for NHK's fees for television viewers.
The reason why the Ebatas pays is that we watch the NHK programs based on a "benefit principle".
Well at the present, both NHK and the Ebatas cannot go the "benefit principle" by getting a new TV.
I think that it corresponds to "the installation of the television receiver" in the broadcast law, but it is the situation where I can not watch any NHK program completely.
I don't know how we should manage the fee in the eye of the law.
I hope you will give me whether the Ebatas should pay for the fee about the device that cannot receive NHK contents at all, liability without fault.
I was relieved to hear that my senior daughter said "this note PC is a part of me at present",
She is spending her daily campus life with the PC.
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Yesterday, I heard the new whose headline was "the 40 years has passed since the first PC appeared",and the first PC was "PC-8001, presented by NEC".
I had the same PC as above (Correctly ,it was "8001MK2")
"PC has never been out of my sight in my life"
I feel keenly that.
I have thought "the first PC is "TK-80" isn't it?" or "How about the series of PC-6001" , however let me go above and beyond this.
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As for me at that time, I didn't know any computer language except for "N-BASIC"
And I was really surprised to see the marvelous speed of program based on hexadecimal numeral (Machine language)
(*)I was sorry but my friend had designed that.
I could say that I would feel that the speed is faster than the super-computer even if whose speed has the world record.
Thanks to the Machine language programming, I could control an image data processing within five seconds, though I had needed more than three minutes before. My study in the college seminar was going rapidly.
"In order to pull up a performance of computer, I have to talk to the computer by the computer language (binary)"
I could realize that at the moment.
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Now, we have already got some high-speed technologies like hight-performance compiler, parallel operation language, multiply-layered core CPU and GPU adaptation. So it cannot be helped that nobody knows the concept of "Machine language"
However, there are some engineers who can use "machine language" in the battle field of R&D for controller that is needed of nano-second degree of accuracy.
I am sorry that I cannot say "it is me"
(To be continued)
(Continuation from yesterday)
Let us return to my yesterday's diary.
I think that what my senior daughter could say "this note PC is a part of me at present", is that
"She could get the second brain of hers"
Using PC, she can store enormous documents, make reports, search information, draw a picture, send information by mail and SNS, organize a meeting by Skype, and watch a movie and hear a music at the same time.
It might be a better brain than an original brain of hers.
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Based on the story, smartphone also might be "the second brain".
Smartphone is inferior to PC for creative work, however, we can access many excellent contents easily, and some of them are more understandable than a teacher's lecture.
From the viewpoint of usability of "the second brain"
In short, a smartphone is alternative to a abacus, dictionaries and encyclopedias
Most problems to access contents by smartphone are avoidable by IT technologies and laws.(I omit them this time, however I will explain them in detail)
If anything, "seniors" who cannot make a room reservation, buy tickets and get resident card, by smartphone are social problems.
"How low their IT literacies are"
"You are adults who are a role model for children, aren't you? Study it seriously! Go home with the sake bottle if you can only drink and love to hate"
I cannot remember how many times I have shouted very nearly.
Oh, I am sorry. Let me go to the board.
(To be continued)
(Continuation from yesterday)
Well, it seems happy that I was able to witness in the early days of PC in my life.
But at the same time, I have always been both respected and persecuted because I could handle PCs.
At that time, "otaku" was a generic name for everyone who handles PCs.
Anime lovers weren't called "otaku". In the first place, the content of anime was not as full as it is now.
I remember that the idea that "it is shameful that good adults were still watching manga (x anime)" was common sense at the time.
"A person who has a conversation with a PC, can't really talk to humans"
A society with tremendous prejudice, that was the era of "PC creation".
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In the 40 years since then, PCs have been developed to work as portable devices that function as "the second brain".
This is a future that was unforeseen 40 years ago.
Now almost Japanese enjoys and benefits from the technology of the last 40 years.
So I'm gonna tell you from the top right now
"Prostrate and apologize to me"
(To be continued)
(Continuation from yesterday)
Forty years ago,
- Children who didn't play with their friends outdoor, and continued to input game program codes into a PC, put a label on "PC boys"
- Young adults who could connect a host computer by a phone line, and mailed and chatted, put a label on "gloomy guys"
For the above person, I will accuse the following people,
- The women in the same generation, who exclude them from a field of love affair, and didn't conceal their aversion,
and
- The persons in the higher generation, who criticized with saying "these children and young adults will ruin Japan"
I will order you
to criticize your self and express your regret against outrageous opinions for us.
and
to admit that you could get the great merit of present IT technology(including smartphone and PC) by our selflessness efforts, and give thanks to us/
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Now, SNS and mail are a new social infrastructure,
Net games give us a new type community,
and
Office applications are indispensable for our business.
These services and applications are generated, improved and maintained by "PC boys" and "gloomy guys"
In short, persons who has been disdainful of "Otaku" will be well deserve praise for building this present IT society.
(To be continued)
I always say "you don't have to books of writer of great literature against reason, even if the books you make you tired", however I don't say "you don't have to books of writer of great literature".
There are short and enjoyable books of writer of great literature.
In short, many books of writer of great literature are unreadable.
"Style", "historical backdrop" and "conventional wisdom" are different from those of present.
I doubt if we have to read the books against reason.
However, I think that it is important that "picking a book of writer of great literature up, and read a few pages of the first part".
Because, we can use a important phrase
"Well, you said the book. I disagree with the book"
for appearance sake.
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So far, recently, I found an animation figure on a book jacket of writer of great literature in a book store.
That is a character of the animation of "Bungo Stray Dogs".
Several times I watched this animation, however I could not explain about it. So I left one word.
"This animation isn't for me"
On the other hand, this book jacket is great helpful to realize "picking a book of writer of great literature up, and read a few pages of the first part".
Especially for teenagers.
I want the publishing company to make progress this plan.
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I love the book by the late Yasushi Inoue sensei, and I think that I have read through the whole volume, even if he was not in the category of writer of great literature.
If the late Yosushi Inoue-sensei is included in "Bungo Stray Dogs (Showa era)", I can prepare to watch the animation with effort.
I think that the first to be adopted will
Extraordinary "Shirobanba"
However for me, I want to strongly recommend,
Extraordinary "Natsukusa Fuyunami"
I went country home for 12 hours. If I encountered a traffic jam as early as 6 hours by car.
The cost is going to be more expensive that using the Shinkansen for four people of my family.
However, the family lifestyle continues to change.
One is for an internship, one is for a trip, one is for going country home, and I am also going counter home again.
With one, two, three and four people, the state transitions from intensive behavior to autonomous decentralization. In the future, the number of members will decrease, and eventually I will be the last. Or, I think that I will disappear without waiting for that number.
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From a macroscopic point of view, my life is as simple as stepping the template flow one by one.
However, from a microscopic point of view, I always feel that it was just what was expected above.
The wisdom and know-how of the ancestors were almost never useless for my case.
When enough time has passed after the event is over, it is just an illusion that the wisdom and know-how of the ancestors were hit.
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However, I think it is important to “imitate” the wisdom and know-how of our predecessors.
Life is too short to repeat trial and error.
"There is no way in front of me. A road appears behind me". This is one phrase of famous peom in Japan.
When I read this poem for the first time, I thought, "This person (poet) is a pessimist who cannot calculate the cost"(*).
(*) This time, I read the full text of 102 lines.
To be clear, it is inefficient.
For me, I will write,
"Walking the road in front of me, I reach the destination with the lowest road construction cost when needed. I will collect usage fees for the roads behind me"
(By the way, this is the basic idea of patent law in all countries).
(To be continued)
Among the technical fields, software OSS (Open Source Software) has established highly efficient "copy and paste methods" with Git HUB and Docker HUB based on mutual trust and gratitude.
Our engineers are greatly helped by these “copy and paste methods”.
However, for now, the success of this “copy and paste method” is limited to the software field.
I think it's a waste.
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Now I think that
Is there any way to make this “copy and paste method” systematically handled in the "life" of many people?
Actually, school education is the "copy and paster method" itself.
However, school education is inefficient because it covers a wide range.
That's why I want to copy and paste someone's wonderful life easier by using PCs and live my life with ease.
Yesterday and today, I was doing my garden maintenance at my country home. By the way, yesterday's maximum temperature was over 38 degrees.
I thought that the garden work outside of 38 degrees is out of common sense honestly, however, at this temperature, bees seemed unable to move. So I decided to force the work from a safety point of view.
In preparation for mosquito and bee attacks and branch wounds, I wore jeans pants on a long-sleeved shirt.
I removed the weeds, laid the weeding sheet, and carried 10 round trips holding a gravel bag containing 20kg.
Of course, wearing a straw hat and placing 2 liters of tea plastic bottles in the garden, I was working.
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In conclusion, I learned the lesson
"Do not work manually beyond 38 degrees"
I worked while drinking tea every 10 minutes, but I felt the danger of fainting several times.
When my vision came to shake at an angle, I felt "bad". So, I took a bath every hour and waited for my physical recover. and I continued my work.
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One more,
"When working while listening to content, be careful of the content"
is very important, I thought.
This time, I worked while listening to the contents, "Tanaka Shouzou who continued fighting the government throughout his life in the Ashio Copper Mine Poisoning Incident"
I also learned from the lesson of listening to such "story of a person who never gives up" while doing garden work outside of 38 degrees, is very dangerous.
Even while I came country home back, I was annoyed about the column draft in front of my computer.
What I have studied at the country home,
- Legal status of the Emperor
- Survival possibility of comedians over 3 years
- Comparison of the possibility of becoming an AKB idol and the possibility of passing University of Tokyo
I am going to open the result by this month column, and I will not recommand to aim to be
AKB idols, comedians and the Emperor
(I don't think there are people who are serious about the above phrase, but rarely people who don't read the meaning of the phrase, so I'll alert them once).
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I prefer to cook my favorite food rather than eating out (now).
This time, after my father's reading in the father's first Bon Festival, I have eaten all the food of the offering the event.
I don't have the idea that if I eat before the "ceremonial bonfire", my father will be hungry.
"Eat it before it rots"
This is my justice.
- Vegetables, dried food, tofu, etc. were all put into curry and boiled.
- Fruits such as a suica(water melon) were eaten as desserts after meals.
- Dried noodles were also eaten with noodles soup
I ate all deliciously.
I served a meal with my father's offering.
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In addition, I found a beehive in a potted plant while working in the garden.
I have made the beehive ash with pesticides and flames.
I don't have the idea of "avoid killing during the Bon Festival".
Searching for my website with the keyword "free study in summer holidays", I found the content more than 10 years ago, so I will re-post it (with some changes).
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Hello, everyone.
I got a mail from junior high school student, and he asked me to use my contents whose title is "how to make a simple hydrogen bomb".
My work is permitted to be reprinted subject to (1) full-text citation and (2) author's name.
However, I felt bad because the contents of mail is the content of the e-mail was rude writing.
I was angry when I was reading it, so I immediately sent a rejection.
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I think that many junior high school student want to do this experiment.
However, this experiment is very dangerous if not properly prepared.
The accidents happens-> My page becomes famous -> I take public blame
That is obvious.
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I checked this page, and I knew that this page have received a harmful designation.
I'm a little depressed.
I've talked many times in the past about being a "free research consultant for children" after my retirement, in order to earn small change.
The other day I was preaching to my second daughter and thinking about another business.
"Fake Report card business"
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Watching her report card, I think the making process,
(1)It is not so difficult to create a "fake report card" that will be changed the number or alphabet only.
(2)It seems to be possible to forge comments from teachers using a real pen with reading the comment with a scanner, making the plotter machine, not using printer.
(3)It's enough to use the above process in order to make a comment on the teachers from the parents.
and I also think the management process,
There is no problem using a smart-phone camera to send the report card picture (scanner is better hopefully)
(5) However, the completed report card must be sent by mail. During the period until the report card arrives, the client (child) must somehow earn time.
If so, it is also necessary to have a mechanism for confirming the quality of customers (goodness of procedure, etc.) in advance.
(7)This business is criminal acts of fraud and fake personal documents, so the method will be needed to prevents me from being identified. But I have the know-how (although as a victim).
(8)The problem is sales activities, but public advertising is not possible, so it becomes a business on the dark site. However, I don't have the know-how to manage the dark site
(9) It is no problem that "target customers are only wealthy children", so called "Niche strategy", however confidentiality is difficult. So I get personal information of customers and threaten to reveal your name to the Internet.
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No, it's a joke, a joke.
Please don't be serious.
I am not interested in unfaithful love and entertainment at a gangster banquet of other. I want to say "it doesn't matter to me."
I think people who should apologize should go to an apology, however why did they use limited public resources (radio waves)?
I think everyone is happy if they use YouTube.
I feel like my precious time has been lost in vain and I also feel unpleasant.
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When I tried to tell that my daughter, she said that
- A celebrity who is just enough to use public resources,
- betrayed the expectation of a relatively large number of people
That means,
- Since the media is intended to report to the public, so such an apology broadcast is almost appropriate
I was convinced at that time
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However, I thought that it was possible to interpret this opinion as “I am wrong because I have no interest in celebrities"
I think it cannot be helped as an engineer,
"The animation "Dr. STONE" is making me fun"
A story is that a modern high school student who awakened about 3700 years after the sudden destruction of the mysterious petrification that occurred suddenly, and he comes to get civilization using the power of science in the lost world.
I'm very happy to think that boys (and girls?) accept such scientific manga.
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I also often stole iodine and hydrochloric acid from elementary science laboratories.
My parents gave me a set of flasks, beakers, test tubes, and alcohol lamps, as Christmas presents,
I have never received a gift exceeded with joy (They still remain at home).
Even after that, I was preparing explosives and experimenting with burning oil and gasoline. As you know, even when I was a college student, I was doing a "bomb-explosion experiment using hydrogen" for school children.
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Dr. STONE's protagonist, "Ishigami Senkuu", repeats the phrase "This inspires me" , and often use the word "10 billion percent" as a modifier.
I like this "10 billion percent" phrase.
However, if this hero exists in the real world, I don't think he will use it.
As I mentioned before, I don't like the following famous phrase of the animation "Space Battleship Yamato"
"Energy filling 120%"
About it, please read
"Space battle ship YAMATO. Soldiers who did not follow specifications"
Recently, there are many foreign tourists not only in Tokyo and Osaka but also all over Japan.
I'm surprised at the large number of foreign tourists I have come back to at Nagoya Station, where I have come home frequently at the first round and the first Bon Festival.
If you say this, I think that people in Nagoya will get angry, I want to ask them
"Why do you come to Nagoya?"
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"Meiji Village" is interesting for sightseeing.
I also like "Nagoya Castle".
"Osu" is also fun, from the similar viewpoint of "Akihabara + Ueno",
In my opinion, Akihabara is not much to speak of "electric town".
I don't think it is a fair comparison, because I compare Akihabara with Osu in the age when amateur radio was called "the king of hobbies"
In addition, you don't have to worry about food in Nagoya
(*) When I first came to Tokyo, I was surprised that "what a casual place about taste" and knew that it is a “city where guidebooks are essential.”
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Still, I don't know why people from overseas are dare to come to Nagoya, so I used the google research engine.
"Toyota Industrial Technology Memorial Hall", "Linear Railway Hall” "Noritake Forest” "Nagoya City Science Hall”
Come to think of it,"Nagoya City Science Museum" have the world's best planetarium with a dome inner diameter of 35m, and when I was an elementary school student, I was a heavy user who had an annual membership in the Nagoya City Science Museum.
In that sense, Nagoya seems to be a "technological tourism city” where science and technology related facilities gather.
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When I was a boy, I could say that I had days with machines and electricity.
If I think about it, I might not have been completed without the "Osu Jack Shop" and "DIY Home Center".
(Continuation from yesterday)
By the way,
I think that
All peole who say "I could not watch a bully at all" or "I had not experimented a bully for a certain period" are person with a criminal record
To be specific, I also think that
For peole who had been forced to live "painful school life",
people who can speak only "enjoyable school life",
had passed over, and trampled out them , and
moreover, they have not noticed the past facts.
Like this, if I define followings
-"You are a victimizer, if you had passed over a bully"
-"You are a victimizer, if you had not noticed a bully"
I think
"No one can escape from being the vicimizer of bully"
Whatever else I think , I believe that this view is "right".
However I have never known articles or columns from this viewpoint.
(To be continued)
(Continuation from yesterday)
"I was bullying in this way when I was a child.”
Such an actual experience of adults should be more convincing than arranging a bunch of bullying damages and their remedies.
This is because those who are bullying are not aware that they are the bullyers at all.
But such a story does not come out.
It will not come out from now on.
Talking to a child about "I was a bully performer" is a terrible and painful thing.
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When I was in the fourth grade of elementary school, I was giving a little to the girl in the next seat with a fun and playful feeling.
At that time, when I was called by my homeroom teacher and heard that I was receiving a complaint from a girl, I was naturally surprised. More than that, I noticed
"I am a perpetrator"
"I do not realize that I am a "perpetrator""
At this time, the homeroom teacher seemed to have understood well that I was a child who did not recognize bullying. I realized that the teacher took care of me.
If there was no indication from this teacher, I didn't notice
"My daily life makes me a "perpetrator of bullying"
I am afraid that I was too late to realize the fact, or at worst, I have never noticed that.
I haven't been very grateful to "teachers" (in most cases teachers were enemies for me), I am truly grateful for this.
(To be continued)
(Continuation from yesterday)
Since then, I have always lived paying attention to "Whether I'm conscious, I'm always an perpetrator" and "What type of perpetrator I am now".
In other words, instead of "original sin(*)" in Christianity, we came up with the concept of "current sin (sin for ongoing forms of perpetrator)”.
(*)The idea that the first humans, Adam and Eve, were committed against God and we inherit it at the DNA level
Well then, this concept of my "current sin" has been changing to
"Dont't being an unconscious perpetrator"
"If I have to be an perpetrator, I will be the perpetrator "intentionally" and "plannedly" with definite malicious intentions from the beginning.
Let's talk this story to another opportunity.
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Let's go back.
When I was a junior school student, I collected stamps and ancient coins, though I was not interested in them at all.
That was the start point.
What I wanted to say is
Our "favorites" are not made by ourselves,
We just take in something made in the outside world.
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"We can't create our own "favorites""
This idea will make you easier.
In addition, there will be various benefits if we think that "I also like what many people like”.
For example, escaping from bully and ostracism.
Moreover
"This is not "real me", who pretend to like what I don't like"
Let's stop such masochism.
"Real me" ----- Nobody can find it anywhere(*).
(*)"I am both me and my environment" (Ortega, Reflection on Don Quixote)
It is said that Japan has entered the Pacific War as "Military (Army) runaway", but it is not correct.
To be exact,
"Overwhelming support and applause of the people"
It was the mass media that beat it up.
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Even in the military, even if the government has issued a non-expansion policy, and there is overwhelming support of the people,
"O.K.! The time is coming now"
Even the military can be confident with the support of the people.
Some constitutions at that time were against civilian control (supreme command).
In addition, the media at that time gave priority to increasing the number of copies by "sending a comfortable line to the people" rather than the recklessness of "industrial production capacity fighting 50 times the country of our country at that time".
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Currently, the government is handling troubles between Japan and neighboring countries at the front desk.
I think they are doing a legitimate diplomatic battle under civilian control ... maybe.
In retrospect, five years ago, I was angry with the continental country, but now we behave as if we forgot it.
So, I personally expect that it will settle in the same place this time.
However, I am worried that I can't see "where to stop it (at what point)" about the diplomatic trouble of this time
Unlike the previous trouble with the continent, the trouble with this peninsula is that the wording of SNS and the media is "too dirty".
(To be continued)
(Continuation from yesterday)
Whenever we should quarrel with others, we have to do it completely.
I think that any quarrel is good for mutual understanding.
However, the quarrel without "landing site" each other is the worst and the disgusting.
It is said that "a quarrel to compel an enemy" is the worst quarrel in the world.
A good quarrel is to make the enemy realize their win, but to win the quarrel.
In practice, there are a lot of theories and facts, for example, diplomacy, math(e.g game theory), psychology(e.g. behavioral psychology) and history( Germany from Treaty of Versailles to the start of World War II)
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Now I believe the government intelligences and reason.
(Though I don't believe people who speak hot words repeatedly as an anonymous by SNSs
I know that diplomacy is important, however, I also ask the government to work for a lot of internal affairs(e.g. work style reform) more.
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I had been aroused controversy based on a justice of my opinion.
I don't think that all of them are in vain, however, I think these actions are the worst from the viewpoint of cost effectiveness.
Many people, including me, will going not to lead a correct answer by a logic but to adapt our beliefs into logics.
I don't think that this way is not so bad, because if we don't have our beliefs, we could not get motivations for actions.
On the other hand, I also think that we have to "modify" or "change" our beliefs successively.
However, I am afraid that it is very difficult to modify or change our beliefs with hearing other's opinions.
Especially if the other is a person I hate, my belief is going to be enforced against the person's opinion.
So, I "don't hear opinions of others".
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(Continuation from yesterday)
Even if I don't listen to people, "numbers" tell me a lot.
"Simulation" using the numbers tells me the relatively accurate future.
The great thing about the numbers is
- I don't need to talk with unpleasant guys (who gets angry when their contradictions are pointed out)
- I can get results that exclude beliefs, hopes, desires, etc.
In additon,
- I don't have to read a lot of books and materials (it's enough to create a hypothesis model)
However,
- I have to do thorough study and hypothetical model design that are required for calculation.
It is a bad point.
But if not, I can't build a program, so I have to give up.
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It seems that there are many people who misunderstand "simulation" in the world, so I will explain it.
I'm not "predicting the future" with a personal computer.
I'm just turning the numbers about "what will happen in the future if we continue the current situation to the future".
This requires enormous calculations, so I'm just using my computer to do it, instead of hitting the calculator.
If I can hit the calculator one million times a second, I don't need to use my computer.
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So, for those who write on SNS, such as "I don't believe Ebata's future predictions", I want to say
"You're stupid. I have never predicted a future before"
"What I'm doing is just many calculations. The essence is the same as the calculation drill for elementary school summer homework."
"I don't believe Ebata's future predictions", Are you kidding? I know that the future will not be as calculated.
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(Continuation from yesterday)
However,
"As long as we don't accept "severe painful changes", my calculation results will be exactly as it is.'
I can affirm it.
What "severe painful changes" are,
for example, it is a future of
- Over half of Japan's population is made up of foreign migrants, Japanese becomes an old language, and English will become the official language
- children are manufactured on a machine such as an artificial uterus, and the court will grant 1000 euthanasia permits in one day
By the way, the above story, I speak seriously.
If we have the capacity to accept this change, my calculations will definitely "out". That is a pleasure.
However, the current population of Japan has been in line with my calculation results five years ago. To be honest, I'm scared.
For that reason, as long as we don't accept the "severe painful change" now, "society with a population of 1 million decreasing annually" starts automatically.
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If there is another thing that makes my calculation result "out of the way", it is "innovation".
An easy-to-understand example of this innovation is the "atomic bomb".
If such an unexpected thing was invented, no calculations could be made.
In fact, in the "after" world of atomic bomb, we could not use the paradigm of the "before" world, anymore.
But whether it's an "atomic bomb" or "Internet", I don't think that "innovation" is making humans happy.
"Innovation" destroys the minds of those who have made something by making steady efforts, and changes what has been hard-guarded into junk.
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I want neither "severe painful changes" nor "innovation".
We had to accept the changes that humanity has experienced at the 1000-year level in just 20-30 years.
To be honest, I want to say "please forgive me”.
(To be continued)
(Continuation from yesterday)
I hope that the world move in the range of my calculation results.
In addition, as long as the result of my calculation is correct, I think that
the troubles between neighbor countries(the continent and the peninsula) are going to calm for a while, if we don't do something anymore.
However, the new troubles will occur by spurts.
I talked about "unfriendly neighboring countries are natural"
I think that eternal friendly relationships between neighboring countries are unusual, like "harmonious mother-in-law and daughter-in-law".
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In our neighborhood, Tibet and China, China and Twain, and Spratly Islands.
A little away, Kurumia was really recently merged with Russia.
It is annoyed too much to talk about the Palestine issue.
In Kashmir, nuclear missiles are aimed at each other's countries like conventional weapons.
So I want to say
"Don't make a lot of noise."
The fight (diplomatic) is left to the government, and we just need to worry about work quotas, summer homework and romance.
When we make a noise, the media scold it, and the idiot that misunderstands as "cheer" will begin to move. Finally, it will be troublesome ――
Actually, it became cumbersome about 80 years ago (as mentioned above)
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"We understand each other what we cannot understand each other"
It is enough.
Today, new my column is released, so I take a day off.
Let's turn the world by "Number"(61) : Work style reform(20) Final"
The era of "long working hours = virtues" will end. Could "Work style reform" give us a new paradigm ?
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I usually don't watch anything other than the TV shows that I recorded in a HDD recorder, however, the other day, I happened to watch a documentary program in a sauna in a public bath.
I think I have to talk because I have seen it.
And from now on, what I'm talking about will make quite a lot of people unpleasant.
Maybe half of the people who love reading my column are gone.
Still, I cannot help talking about the final part of this series.
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"What is the "marathon" of the program whose title is "the 24-hour TV" ?"
If that is a plan called "Marathon" for the purpose of "Marathon", then that's fine.
But what I cannot understand seriously, seriously, seriously, from the bottom of my heart,
"Why don't they consider the age and physical strength of the runners?", "Why do they make a running plan with the premise of breaking the runner's body?" and "Why do they force it and air it?"
If a runner who only has the potential to run 20km runs only, she or he will naturally be unwell, and unforeseen troubles will naturally occur.
ランナーをアサインしたその時点で、こうなることは「100%自明」です。
This is "100% natural" at the time the runner is assigned.
マネージメントの観点から言えば、「もう一人のランナーを用意しておく」が正解です。
From the point of view of management, "preparing another runner" is the correct answer.
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So why don't they prepare that "another runner"?
If the runner is forced to take action that exceeds their potential, then the runner will naturally suffer unimaginable pain.
And those pains are reminiscent of the viewers' past pains, and they generate great compassion and sympathy.
And scenes that overcome those pains generate the impression of many people.
This "marathon" is a perfect match with a marathon program called 24-hour TV.
And ―― Such content is "acceptable" at high price.
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I understand.
I know everything and dare to say something unpleasant.
Ultimately, emotional content is the same.
I know that it is obscene to pick up only the 24-hour TV marathon and to criticize it.
However, in the case of a movie, the actors are actually only acting “painful”.
The 24-hour TV runner is definitely “in pain”.
I come to think that "this program offers human real pain as entertainment".
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As a person who has been in charge of serialization of "work style reform" for the past two years, I can't see the followings separately.
-“Subordinates suffering from being forced to exceed their potential”
- "Boss who think it has a deep meaning in the pain and believes in doubt"
- "Runners that run beyond their potential"
- "viewers in front of the TV who are impressed by the runner"
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If Watching the runner's face distorted in the expression of the pain on TV for 24 hours,
Why don't you change channels?
Why do you want to leave the living room with the TV?
I can't understand.
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Many people may be able to separate these from them in their daily life, "that is that, and this is this."
If so, it is really amazing and I really respect you.
There is no problem as long as the non-daily content and daily routine can be properly separated.
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If I'm just clumsy, bad and broken, I'm really happy.
However, is it really true ?
To you, thinking about suicide
No one knows what you want to die now.
In the world, it seems that various people are saying what they want to say. However, you don't have to listen to them.
Your life is yours only.
Please do not worry. If you want to die, you can do so.
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Can you do me a favor?
I want you to divide your suicide into “twice".
First, for the first time, kill only your heart today or tomorrow.
And for the second time, I would like you to kill your body after 5 days.
I think it would be troublesome, but I would like you to carry your body "you bring it to school and return it to your home" repeat it only five times (five days).
It's very annoying, but it's really only "five times".
That's all I hope to you .
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I will tell you again.
Can you do me a favor?
First, for the first time, kill only your heart today's night or tomorrow's night.
And the time you kill "body" too, at the night of "September 6th, NOT today's night or tomorrow's night.
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Please do not worry. After five days, you will return to "eternal summer vacation".