"Finally we have no idea to resolve the "lunch alone" problem."

"No solution but practice."

"What?"

"If "being alone" is a weak point for youth especially, I think "being alone" is the advantage point for our life."

"Did you have any advantage in your life?"

"In my case, I have been sick of "love being alone syndrome" so I was afraid that I could not feel the merits."

It is considered reasonable and proper.

There is nothing worse than "being alone" despite of voice in public. Yes, it is really nothing.

"If someone asks you to dare pick up the demerits?"

"One is that I could not pursuit something big. I don't join a big project, for example.

"You should pay for the demerit shouldn't you?"

"I can do something small, writing columns, and small computer system, for example. I think I am really happy living in this computer generation.

"You were really lonely man."

"I remember I completed to make all attractions in an annual school festival all by myself."

"You were really great man."

"I noticed that I could do many things during complaining about nonconformist in class. It was very easy to do anything correctly, rapidly, and on schedule because I didn't care any meeting, arrangements and compromises.

"As far as I am concerned, I don't know a concept of such an aggressive alone."

"I noticed that using the phase of "I believe ..." is a proof of my week and emotional dependence in my high school period.

"You were really an unpretty student."

"I was not attractive and charismatize.

"Were you a president of the student council?"

“Thanks to the position, I delayed to notice what I really was.”

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Anyway,

If "lunch alone" is the worst frightfulness, it also the best and worst weapon on the contrary.

"Being alone" is a final free frontier, not to play to the gallery, to be release us.

Of course, you might fear "being alone"

You might avoid "being alone" all out.

But "being alone" is not so much tragic and bitter than being enrich your life.

In short, it is not a problem whether "being alone" or not is. Both are happy and unhappy.

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So you don't have to worry about it.

I don't care other children, but you have a specialist of "alone" beside you.

If you want to know how to spend happy life with being alone,

you could count on me.

Now all of my family are trying on diet. At the same time, I am getting our detail numerical information for the next serialization.

As my work, I study diet from the viewpoint of numerical data, and I do a field research to investigate food's calorie.

"Just checking the calorie display on the food packages in convenience stores and supermarkets."

But I could know a lot of incredible facts through the research.

One of them is that

"It is very difficult to find the food whose calorie is less than 100kcal"

I just found "Kombu" or "dry small fish" as side dish for old men.

I could not find the food whose calorie is less than 10kcal except for "zero calorie food" for example.

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"This world makes us gain weight"

I think that I might be able to prove that my above hypothesis is truth.

(Continuation from yesterday)

In fact, we, engineer, often see these scenes that a computer can find unexpected solutions that the engineer had not expected.

For example, I will show you a following conversation between a professor and a student.

The student who had been in charge of the study of temperature control of baking oven, show a simulation result to the professor.

# This student was going to deal with a study of "saucy" and "mackerel" in the future, however, setting it aside,

Prof.:"Ebata. why does the control of oven temperature work so well ?"

Ebata:"I don't know"

Prof.:"It is you, who made this control program isn't it?"

Ebata:"I guess that the reasoning engine is amending the control, but to tell you the truth, I cannot analyze what kind of rules work for the control"

Prof.:"..."

I was surprised at how conservative (backward) the student theater scene is, although I thought media mixes were commonplace nowadays.

Yesterday was the deadline for filing tax returns, but there was a system failure in the e-Tax system (National Tax Electronic Filing and Payment System), which caused a commotion.

Since I finished the submission a week ago, I was O.K.

The cause is unknown, but I believe it is 'probably due to the concentration of load before the deadline'.

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Many people may think that a "cyber attack" is a very sophisticated technology, but it is basically just an artificial attempt to do the same thing as the recent system failure of the e-Tax system.

Any server will (basically) go down if you set up a raging access against it.

When I was younger, I used to keep sending a huge number of computer-generated protest e-mails to the servers of spammers (statute of limitations has expired).

The server was then inaccessible.

However, this is an attack that "only brings down the server." In order to "hijack" or "rewrite content," a more advanced technique is required.

A server that has a domain name (a server that is publicly available on the Internet) can be cracked from the moment it is launched.

My server (kobore.net) is no exception.

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I have heard that the Russian government's web server was inaccessible.

And I, too, am currently unable to get service on a server that is (presumably) in Russia or Ukraine.

It is certain that our nation's servers are now the target of cyber attacks.

Many people may think, "I don't run servers, so I don't have to worry about it," but there is a possibility that they are being forced to participate in server attacks.

In order to bring down a server system, it is necessary to plant a raging access. For example, if 1,000 PCs can be hijacked, the cyber attack can be launched from 1,000 PCs.

To prevent your computer from being hijacked and used as a weapon to attack your country's infrastructure, you should at least perform "Windows Update" regularly.

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This is a good opportunity -- why don't we take a serious look at "cyber attack education"?

In my institute, the researcher who uses the PCs and devices is responsible for their management.

So every time there is an inventory of assets, I get nervous to see if any equipment is missing.

In my case, I have fairly small pieces of equipment, such as GPS loggers, board computers, and small cameras, and I sometimes forget where I put these things.

This "forgetting where to put it" is quite scary.

This is because I will have to search all over the institute.

Today, I have disposed of many pieces of equipment, including these small devices and others, all at once.

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To avoid the "fear of having it," I should "throw it away (dispose of it) before I lose it.

In addition, it is important to "hold off on buying" any device that I want to acquire.

Thanks to the implementation of this over the past two to three years, the number of assets that were at one time close to 100 has been reduced to a dozen or so at present.

It is becoming much easier psychologically.

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Well, I think this can be called "end-of-life" in the broad sense of the word.

Right now, I am surrounded by students who are excitedly engaged in "frantic job hunting".

I feel a little sorry for them.

Many articles begin with the headline, 'Never Abandon anyone.'

That would be admirable -- if it is possible.

In my case, on the contrary, I can assure you that

"I'll abandon anyone."

It is clear from my experience.

I know I have abandoned my studies, work, friends, and even my parents.

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It is impossible to say, "Never abandon anyone" in the first place.

The above is easy to prove.

Because I cannot provide resources to others beyond what I have.

It is a simple conservation of energy law.

The only exception would be if I self-destruct (or die) in the process of continuing to 'never abandon'.

The above case would be a good time to say we have completed "Never Abandon Anyone."

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I know that "Never abandon" is a "statement of determination" or a "strong adjective.

So, I know that the way I said it above is unfair and malicious.

But I still can't say 'never abandon anyone ' so quickly.

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By the way, there is some good in "abandon anyone absolutely.".

When someone doesn't help me, that is,

Calling them a liar,

Feeling betrayed,

Being pessimistic against miserable

"This is because such feelings can pack them quickly and in a small way."

If I prepare to be "absolutely abandoned" again,

What should I take to "not let them abandon me so quickly?

I can always prepare to keep thinking about the above.

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In conclusion for today,

(1) Don't believe someone's phrase, "I will never abandon you.

And,

(2) I will try to 'never let someone abandon me.'

are important.