After turning on TV for two week, I have decided an animation that my all in my family watch in this quarter.

"Nozaki-kun, a Monthly magazine for girls"

It is tremendous, great of laughter, extremely rare gag animation. And the pictures are also beautiful.

Do you want to laugh at a girl's comic, by a girl's comic?

It is a very splendid work letting me groan.

This animation is a typical "Making of" animation for some persons who think "A girls' love comic is too ridiculous to read", like me.

I analyze that it reminds me a comic artist may be the same as an engineer in the point to create things from zero

Today, a new column is released, so I take a day off.

"Let's turn the world by "Number" Diet (17) Is it true that we can become beauty by diet.

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"It might difficult to understand it for people like Ebata-san,"

by way of introduction,

about "the theory of idol as a spiritual pillar" in his mind

a junior coworker, who dashed along

has existed.

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Well,

I'm sorry, but,

I cannot really understand what he said, at all.

(Continuation from yesterday)

"Hypothesis that I have been thinking for half a year, is destroyed in just for a few hours"

What should we say that except for "violence" ?

It is not enough to express "to be betrayed by a trusted follower"

I'm really scared of simulation.

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Let's go to the conclusion.

What I want to say,

"Data tampering using the software is a kind of art"

In in the virtual space, simulator governed by the laws of physics, is beautiful.

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Data tampering must not be accepted by society, however, there is

"Esthetics of data tampering"

in the engineer's field.

(It might that just I think so).

If they did the data tampering with subtraction and addition by software,

I will look down on the company at the bottom of my heart.

This is the final story of the international conference.

The turn of my presenation was the final day of conference, so it was natural that there are few audiences, however the presenter, expect of me, canceled the presentation without notice.

"Presenter can cancel it without notice"

I was surprised to know that for the first time.

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Anyway, I did not intend to make a clean presentation, so finally I went to get "laugh".

"I will present more amazing study next year"

"I shall return here! Stay tuned for next year!!"

I shouted and closed the presentation.

This time, I changed to a small mini car from a one-box used car which I purchased over 10 years ago.

In order to reduce the purchase cost, I ordered only the minimum necessary option, and for others I purchased by mail from the Amazon.com and removed the parts that were attached to the one-box car (the drive recorder, etc.) and decided to attach to the new mini-cars.

However, I really thought again,

"Optional costs may have been reasonable"

under the scorching sun, with doing

- finding the target 12V power supply (there are four types of 12V power supply in the car) and the earth terminal, from the panel of the centralized power supply unit in the car

- holding the LED light in my mouth, and holding a tester,

- shedding sweat like a waterfall, lying down on my body in a narrow car interior

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However, we can love machines through these processes,

When I see just "boy" who could not disassemble and repair the device and could not make he AD / DA conversion circuit

with talking greatly about "IoT"

"Do not make me laugh"

I thought it seriously.

Both of our two daughters are legally capable of marriage (*).

(*)At the time of writing this diary, same sex marriage is not permitted.

In principle, whoever the daughter marries, I do not intend to disturb. However,

For people who do not even go to national elections, I am going to prepare to give the greatest disgust, sarcasm, taunt and insult to the person.

However, it is no problem if the person have the confidence to refute me about "the reason for not going to the national election".

If so, I'm looking forward to "the bloody enthusiasm".

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It is no problem to propose to my daughter.

However, please keep in mind that "Devil" is on your backend.

"A man who keeps quiet about his wife's cooking when it's good and only complains about it when it's bad". It seems to me that it was around the end of the Showa era that such a man began to be publicly criticized.

It was a time when the sense of value that "a man should be silent" still remained. From boyhood to adolescence, I had a hard time.

"A man born before the mouth"

I was scorned by an adult with such a derogatory name.

However, as far as I can see, "most of the silent men are "incompetent"". Even if it was overstated, it seemed that the amount of input knowledge was overwhelmingly small.

After all, it seemed to me "a man who was decisively lacking in study and curiosity".

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"A boss who is silent about his excellent work and complains only when he fails" seems to be the default in our country, as far as I can see.

Japanese people are decisively lacking in the ability to "praise excellent results", or it seems that our country does not have an educational process of "praise".

(To be continued)

I started smoking when I was twenty and quitted after seven months.

I was no longer a heavy smoker, but I remember that for about a month after I quitted, I was in a lot of pain.

And it's been three years since I stopped drinking.

Finally, recently, I no longer feel 'pain' when I pass by the liquor shelves at the convenience store.

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And yet, even now,

"In my room in the dormitory, I was smoking a cigarette and stoking a bourbon on the rocks"

I'll never forget that mellow time.

I know that both cigarettes and alcohol are worth enough to make many people say to me, 'You're missing out on half of your life.

So, I have never denied smoking and drinking, both of which give me a mellow moment in my life.

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So, I'm really sorry to be so persistent, but I'll say it again.

"Enjoy smoking and drinking to your heart's content. Alone."

Don't 'walk around smoking' like you're spraying piss all over the street while waving your penis around! The smell of cigarette smoke is just as bad as piss, even from 200 to 300 meters away!

Don't engage in 'loud drinking' that spits virus-infected spit! Don't talk while holding alcohol or food in your mouth! You're no better than animals, you know that?

That's what I would like to say.

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"Cigarettes" and "alcohol" are enough to make your life enjoyable.

I'm telling you to refrain from adding "human" to it, just for now. I mean, it doesn't matter, does it? Even if it's "self-restraint" for the rest of your life. What's the problem?

As a person who has already lost half of my life, I would like to say that just being able to enjoy cigarettes and alcohol is enough to make you happy.

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Ebata: "What more do you need than to smoke a cigarette, drink a bourbon on the rocks, and read a book by yourself? What's wrong with that?"

Wife: "Well.... I think the worst part is when you unilaterally impose your own definition of happiness on others like that"

(Continuation from yesterday)

The above incidents seems to share the following two points.

(1)Many people believe that the criminal person doesn't hesitated to happen the crime because of nothing to be lost in society.

(2)Many people believe that the criminal motivation is based on subjective private anger, and cannot be shared their sympathy or empathy objectively.

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According to the above (1), it is true that having family makes me hesitate to commit a criminal offense under the criminal law.

(However, I will start to study the ways not to violate criminal laws, or not to be exposed the public)

In the way, marriage is a valid system to restrict instinct anger.

In the same logic, having job is also a crime deterrent system.

Indeed, I now have "a lot" to lose socially.

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According to the above (2), I need to recognize a clear malicious intent with a specific target, not enough "the world does not need me" but "he/she persecutes me".

Of course, it does not matter whether it is an objective fact or a subjective assumption.

Because there is no "objective world".

The world is "the 'objective world' and the subjective world we believe in.

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If my children become independent and my wife dies before me, I cannot rule out the possibility that I will be -- or rather, "become" -- a "public enemy".

I am aware that I have a system that amplify "objective anger" in my body.

The system has already been activated since I was young.

After all, when I watched the movie "Star Wars" in my teenager, I though that "No wonder that the Dark side is superior to the Force" was natural.

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Society must not leave Ebata alone, who is likely to become a "public enemy.

Society should monitor, manage and coax Ebata and leads him to natural death.

Social security spending should be thought of as "domestic defense spending (= public safety spending)" to prevent such potential "public enemies" from being activated.

When I visited a sake brewery during a tour event sponsored by the Society, small plastic cups were provided with sake and whiskey for tasting.

"I feel bad for disrespecting what you've prepared for us."

I thought that.

However, I used to be a "reserve (or regular) alcoholic."

I was also worried that this would lead me back to a body that needed to consume alcohol.

However,

"Then that would be a good column topic."

I became defiant and sipped a few milliliters of sake and whiskey.

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In no time, the alcohol was all over me, and I was dizzy.

Instead of feeling good, I began to feel rather heavy and far from a 'return to alcohol' mood.

To enjoy alcohol, the body must be acclimated to it to some degree.

In my case, I think I have been sober too long and have lost my tolerance for alcohol.

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I think it's true that "if you don't enjoy drinking, you're missing out on half your life" -- that's okay.

Daily chores can easily compensate for losing about half of your life.