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2014-08-02 What does this game simulate?

When I was a college student, I worked for personal computer shop as a sales clerk or a lecturer.

So I know well that there is the game called "love simulation game".

The other day, I could know the concept of "love simulation game" when I watched an animation "Nozaki-kun, the monthly girl magazine".

My impression.

What does this game simulate?

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When I checked "simulation" by Wikipedia, the definition is

"To simulate the behavior of the true system by other virtual systems or computers with the same law"

I tried to apply this definition to "love simulation".

"To simulate the behavior of the true women and men by other virtual systems or computers with the same law"

Apart from the detailed issues, simulation is finally "an inspection in the virtual world to be reflected in the real world".

However the characters in the game are not be able to be reflected in the real world.

To begin with, it is fear if the characters exist in the real world.

(To be continued)


2015-08-02 "I will challenge your logic"

I left today diary in another PC, so I will offer another small talk to you.

Now I have a serialisation of "diet" on the web site, and in the latest,

I asked readers of the serialisation to contribute the reasonable hypothesis of

"the reason why we build an awareness that "diet body is beautiful" even the over-diet has a risk of continued existence of a species"

The title is

"I will challenge your logic"

By the way.

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Last weekend, I studied about the data of Paleolithic man and woman body, and finally I decided

"My hypothesis must be rejected"

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Well, what should I do in the upcoming column ?

We are also going to stultify ourselves, if you gesture flamboyantly without verification activities.

Please take care, because sixth sense doesn't work well in many case.


2016-08-02 "Nothing" is a right answer.

(Continuation from yesterday)

The old day, I heard the following story,

in an election zone of a prefecture, some people say it is belonging Shin-Etsu, Hokuriku, or Touhoku area.

In that area, there was a member of the Diet, who had climbed the promotion ladder to the prime minister, called a contemporary Taiko

I heard that there was a simple election campaign using tissue or tobacco box that inserted a bill, and distributing them to voters.

It was "bribe" in a nutshell, and this method seemed to be attractive to a person who didn't have any candidate in their mind actually.

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"Bribe" is out of question, however, I am afraid that the decreasing vote rate is serious problem.

At any rate, a special method is needed to bring the person like me, to a voting place.

- negative election( that means that giving minus one vote to make the loser)

- providing facilities to the person who come to a voting place (for example, giving a lunch box to them)

Or we can come to think other methods, however,

from the viewpoint of fundamental democratic election, I can understand

"nothing"

is a right answer.

(To be continued)


2017-08-02 "hour of bliss"

At the last day of the academic conference in Hamamatsu, I went to Indian restaurant at the underground town of the hotel.

At the restaurant. I asked the waiter to make all dishes super-spicy with saying "I am different from ordinal Japanese".

When the master chief came to me and asking how I like the dishes, I said to him "these are very great, however, if the more they are hotter, the more I can enjoy them".

After that, he put both a cardinal red liquid and a jetty gelled mass to me.

The spices condiments were not only "hot" but "delicious".

I mixed them in curry, added them to spicy chicken, and stuffed them into my mouth.

I could pass the time away, with feeling

"hour of bliss"

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Recently, I think my orientation and preference to spicy-food is going to be excessive.

I sprinkle more than one cup of red chili powder with soba, udon and ramen.

If I find unusual foodstuff including spicy ingredients at the grocery store, I are always purchasing.

(To be continued)


2018-08-02 "Not a "healthy face" but a "peaceful face"

(1)Greetings of my father's wake

"Thank you very much for your time, even you are busy today"

"I really appreciated it that you had a close relationship with my father, Kazuo Ebata"

"Here, I would like to let you know a little story about my father's final appearance"

"My father quietly took his last breath at 6 AM yesterday.

"Is not he just sleeping?" It is hard for me to believe it ... He was a healthy face and did not seem to suffer... "

At this time, I remembered that I arrived at the hospital yesterday morning, I cried out loudly, hugging my father's death face, decided to be "only one minute".

I was unable to put the following words out, and kept choking up for more than 10 seconds --- For me, I got rare experiences.

I am a non-typical Japanese who can continue talking by several presentations at conferences or ceremonies. However, as long as I remember, I had "interrupted my speech" for the first time in my life.

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After that, I took a deep breath a couple of times, I resumed my greetings.

"I was very sorry that I showed you something ugly"

"I will tell you here that my father never suffered seriously and he took my breath. I would like to have peace of mind for you"

"It is easy, however I would like to express my gratitude and greetings to you"

"Thank you very much for today"

When I finish my greetings and raise my face, many participants got misty-eyed, relatives also held a handkerchief to their eyes, and my family were --- more than me

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After the evening, as a mourner, I had to stay at the funeral hall. Before that, I put my family on the car and sent it to my parents' house.

At that time, from the wife, she pointed out

"Not a "healthy face" but a "peaceful face"

From my daughter, she said

"I really was surprised because I did not think you would cry in public"


2019-08-02 I am a god of spirit of "Mottainai".(Correctly speaking, I am just stingy)

(Continuation from yesterday)

I am a god of spirit of "Mottainai".(Correctly speaking, I am just stingy)

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In the Akihabara area, I don't want to go to PC shop, but feel ecstasy in the part of PC of a dangerous junk store.

After my death, I hope for the whole body's dedication (from hair to one nail) (*).

I should have an unreasonable feeling to discard the TV that is largely unbroken.

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However, in an absolute sense, I refuse to provide as an experimental dedication (at least 1 mm ^ 3).

I just want to achieve the ambition to "last life even with only part of the body", and I have no intention of someone's help.

In addition, I feel terrible and unpleasant just by thinking that my body will be "touched" by young people for their studying and researching, whose intelligence or intelligence is unknown.

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However, I am an IT professional.

I felt "maybe it is...", I let the TV hit the cooler air directly, and some of the functions were restored.

I thought, "it is sure"

This is a so-called "heat runaway".

This is famous phenomenons, encountered on personal computers, which often occurs in summer.

However, the occurrence of heat runaway itself is evidence that computers have already gone down.

Such cooling methods are ad hoc.

However it's a time for me to select the Ebata's Next Main TV, at least.


2020-08-02 "My half-life may have been the preparation period for this coronal era"

It's natural that the probability of encountering an accident, whether in a car or on a motorcycle, increases in proportion to the amount of time you drive and the distance you drive.

Of course, your driving skills may improve in proportion to the amount of time you drive and the distance you drive, but there is an upper limit to that value.

There is no such thing as "improving driving technology endlessly".

Therefore, the correct answer is "to keep driving time and distance as small as possible in order to prevent traffic accidents."

It's just a matter of probability.

The same is true for the risk of infection in corona disasters.

The correct answer is "a mask and hand washing are important to prevent infection, but more than that, do not contact people as much as possible."

It's just a matter of probability too.

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It's a stressful day for many people just because they can't go out as much as they'd like.

This is because humans are supposed to be social beings -- that is, they are supposed to exist as a group.

However, we are now encouraged to act as "individual" rather than as a "group".

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By the way, I don't think I've always been resistant to "individual" or "loneliness".

Ever since I was in elementary school, I liked to walk home alone when I left school, with all sorts of (pretentious behavior) thoughts in my head.

When I had to leave with a friend, I was disappointed that I couldn't make up a story (in my head) today.

I don't think I was very good at "playing with more than one friend" in the first place.

Even when I was in a position where I had to organize a group of people (e.g., student council president), the sense of "I am alone" never left me.

I was thinking about a post-dating plan (eg going back to my lab at midnight to do data analysis) during the dating.

And before the Coronal began, I wrote in my diary about "eating alone", "reading alone", and "thinking alone".

After all, I am more likely to be more tolerant of being "lonely" than others.

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However, until now, I have chosen that "loneliness" at my own will.

I'm not really confident that I will be able to think in the same way when I have no choice but to be "alone".

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In any case, society is now demanding "to be a lone" as a desirable thing.

"My half-life may have been the preparation period for this coronal era"

When I think about it, I feel an indescribable irony.


2021-08-02 This is no big deal rather watching my daughter killed by cervical cancer and being able to do nothing.

I described the cervical cancer vaccine before (Dr. Shibata told me about it).

My second daughter was caught up in the so-called "vaccine frenzy" and was not vaccinated, so I told her to get vaccinated during this summer vacation.

"As for the cervical cancer vaccine, I told my second daughter, who is the only one in our family who hasn't been vaccinated, to 'go get vaccinated now, go right away.

as I wrote.

However, as a former member of the engineering department, I found the schedule and content of my second daughter's university lectures so demanding that I couldn't even look at them and said, "I'll just postpone it until summer vacation.

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Cervical cancer vaccination is free of charge for 6th graders to 1st graders of high school, but there is a fee for all others.

However, I thought, "It's probably only a few thousand yen," but after a quick check...

"Approximately 50,000 yen for all three vaccinations"

To be honest, I was shocked by the amount of money.

However, this is not a "money" issue, so I say to her, "Go ahead".

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I declare the following to my second daughter.

"Naturally, I (Ebata) will pay all the expenses".

"If you become disabled due to an adverse reaction, I (Ebata) will take care of you (the second daughter) for the rest of your life."

"I (Ebata) will take care of you (the second daughter) for the rest of my life, and I (Ebata) will never die until you (the second daughter) die.

I will not overeat, drink, smoke, etc. in the future. I will exercise every day and limit my consumption of Hokkyoku-Ramen to no more than four times a year.

"If you get an adverse reaction, you can continue to curse me (Ebata) for the rest of your life and stay alive.

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There is no guarantee that the second daughter will not be among the 3,000 women who die annually (roughly 100,000 over 30 years).

This is no big deal rather watching my daughter killed by cervical cancer and being able to do nothing.


2022-08-02 My career would collapse in the final phase if someone said to others, 'Because, Ebata-san...' and so on.

Now "Compliance" is more and more important in our society.

Today, when I had seeing Twitter's TL vaguely, I read the following line,

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At the time a very strong engineer says "I'm not studying at all,", he/she writes code on weekends as well. They describe it as "fun" or "hobby" instead of studying. Please don't be fooled if you are a novice engineer.

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I was really thrilled.

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By the way, I was coding for more than 12 hours every day during the entire 9-day Golden Week holiday this year.

However, this is a '"fun" or "hobby".

I think that there is no problem to feel fun to do it.

In addition, the "know-how" accumulated in my mind by this code is currently being deployed in three projects.

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I am careful not to say this publicly (but privately).

This might be occured as complience problem with high probability.

So, principle, I keep it silence.

Especially to an youth engineers.

My career would collapse in the final phase if someone said to others, 'Because, Ebata-san...' and so on.


2023-08-02 So, I think you all could be more gentle with Ebata.

It is said that at a standing buffet party, eating the last one left on the plate takes courage.

"It is said" is because I don't 'need' courage.

Instead, as a braver contributing to the waste food problem, I eat it from one side of the table to the other.

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However, in a remote meeting, it takes courage for me to press the leave command.

Without confirmation that someone else has exited -- it might be OK for even one person -- I can not push the exit button.

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I want to say, 'Human weakness is different for each person.'

And that 'Ebata is pretty cowardly.'

So, I think you all could be more gentle with Ebata.