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2013-12-29 Thought early weekend morning, I skipped lunch, and came to such an unpeopled space, I was disappointed in the miserable service.

In order to search iPS cells, I contracted "NHK On demand" and search the program with a keyword "iPS", but only one program was hit.

I have known the facility "NHK archives" near Kawaguchi station, and I believed in all of the NHK programs in the building.

It was too far for me. It took over 30 min. from Shinjuku and 15 min. by bus, 20 min. on foot, and finally I was lost. Was it a kind of harassment?

Why did they make this facility at so inconvenient location?

Any stations are good if there is near the station.

Walking with my shoulders heaving from heavy breathing, Not enough time to watch programs at the day.(I had a meeting at Shinjuku at the night),

I entered the keyword to the terminal, but the result was only

"One".

"Is there something wrong?" Before coming there, I had got 44 program lists by "NHK chronic".

Thought early weekend morning, I skipped lunch, and came to such a unpeopled space (on Saturday), I was disappointed in the miserable service.

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So, I tried to call NHK.

Q1: What is the purpose of NHK archives?

A1: The concept of "NHK achieves" means achieves of all NHK programs. Only some parts of the programs are opened because there leaves the copyright programs.

Q2: Why do the problems happen against NHK own right?

A2:There should leave not only copyright but also neighboring right.

I thought this was what it is, so I stopped question any more.

After making arrangement, I thought I should ask him the questions again.

He also said that "There are a lot of programs, so it would be difficult to open all contents eventually.

But I am afraid that this opinion is strange. To tell you the truth, it is nonlogical.

Though I had tried to write down the nonlogical points I came up, I erased them all.

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I want to investigate about this issue.

But I am not interested in sprits of journalism and media theory. I want to use laws and logic only.

I don't care either criticism or defense. I want to concentrate whether it is logical or not.

If possible, I would like to argue this issues with the present copyright and TPP and so on.


2014-12-29 So I asked them to arrange the day, and hold the party.

Previously, I wrote that "my coworkers don't have intention to hold the party to give tribute to Mr.Ebata".

After that, some junior researchers have often asked me my schedule every week, and I have felt annoying them.

So I asked them to arrange the day, and hold the party.

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When I was young, I had usually drunk all night. But these days, I think it is pain to go any drinking party.

Drinking becomes pain in the next day, is tired to speaking others, and I don't feel foods are delicious. Moreover, the prices are high.

So I was invited to the party at a standing drinking bar near the station.

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I said that “It is a saying that "the annoying should be set in this year"", and the junior coworker scold me of my rudeness.


2015-12-29 "Shut up, loser"

This weekend, I watched animations whose title "His and her situation"

I have a funny impression that it is great that "love affair" and "marriage" have been the top of hierarchy of our values in my life.

But few word and phrase from the losers has appeared against the winners of "love affair" and "marriage".

"The loser becomes silent, and the winner considers the situation".

I think that the above rules has existed before.

"The loser starts to claim something" is good for our society, however,

"The winner also start to speak to the loser at ease.

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"Guys who lead a full life, should explode."

I come to think the opposite phrase of the above must be

"Shut up, loser"


2016-12-29 Therefore, we could shift the responsibility to the system with the excuse not to read the mail.

(Continuation from yesterday)

I had studied mail communication protocol and system for long period.

About mail system, that is different from telephone,

we can decided a time to read a mail, and in addition,

we can forgive and forget the mail

I believe that the above are the best merit of a mail system.

I like the characteristics of mail system with the loose communication and easy-mounting very much. So I have been developing several types of mail system.

For example, sending a message to "sensor", "area" and "future".

To begin with, I was in the fledgling period of mail system, and at the time, it was said that about 30% mails are going to lose from an unknown cause(No warning from mail daemon)

Therefore, we could shift the responsibility to the system with the excuse not to read the mail.

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I was really shocked to know that mails have used in the reverse direction of my intention.

I am afraid that mail system have gone to turn into the ugly social system to produce a lot of company slaves.

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Mail system, that I believe the best value is "read but non-reaction" have been nowhere to be found.


2017-12-29 "What is matter, even if it is beautiful girl figure?"

(昨日の続きです)

(Continuation from yesterday)

And the next thing, I think that "it is better to stop consulting using these bulletin boards"

If you want a "solution", いt's moistly fast that you should consult with administrative organizations, like, police and other specialized agencies.

(Although, neither the consumer center nor the police may be useful, in some cases)

If it is not serious and you only want to obtain "sympathy", it is better for you to "utilize" your family and friends who always only say "YES".

There is no need to be hurt by throwing "sermons" of the unknown on the Internet.

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Once, on the Internet,

"My wife destroyed my own plastic model. Does my wife forgive to break my works, just because she doesn't like my hobby? "

The consultation (?) was posted.

In response to this, a pile of messages were posted, with blaming the wife.

However, at a certain timing, a certain person posted

"The plastic model is not a "beautiful girl figure ", is it? "

Just after a sentence was posted, nobody, both both the questioner and the respondent wrote on bulletin board.

"What is matter, even if it is beautiful girl figure?"

I could not find the above comment at all.

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I think that you can understand what I want to say,

"a bulletin board for consultation", after all, is just this level.


2018-12-29 It seems to me at all at the end of the year.

I am homecoming.

I purchased the bullet train ticket smartly with Smart EX, I got on the wrong time.

So, I'm writing this diary while getting on a different Shinkansen and sitting on the floor of the passageway. (Of course, I could ride any Shinkansen on the free seat)

From a public point of view, I thought how people think the old man was sitting on the floor like this -

It might be modern style that "laptop PC" and "two smartphones" were opened on the floor, not "cup liquor".

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In December, I was paying close attention at the deadline of placing orders or outsourcing for goods or software --- I could hardly do anything else except them --- I've been doing business processing.

It seems to me at all at the end of the year.

Well, if this is the last "mistake" this year, I think that it is not so bad "mistake".

I'm good at sitting in the aisle and using a PC with sitting with my legs crossed. Thinking that it was keenly angered with waiting for several hours at an international terminal

There is nothing to do with train movement of about an hour and a half.

(To be continued)


2019-12-29 "I can choose to be alone on my own". But, "I cannot choose to be more than two on my own"

(Continuation from yesterday)

"I can choose to be alone on my own"

But,

"I cannot choose to be more than two on my own"

I konw that it is shameful that this "lack of ability" is revealed.

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I can understand their thoughts.

When I was a teenager, I was really ashamed of what I cannot do what others can do.

I don't want to be better than others, or to stand out from others about study, exercise, club activities.

But I was ashamed that "others think I'm inferior".

"Some are inferior, so some are superior"。 This is the basic of statistics (standard deviation).

So what is inferior or superior is only a story within that population, and it is such a thing that it easily reverses when the population changes.

I think that young people who are against the so-called "bad" behavior and school rules, are trying to make "being inferior" humid, as a desperate resistance.

However, the hero who lives by being "lonely" is fighting "alone" without such unsightly resistance.

To return to our subject

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The hero who lives by being "lonely"

is are superior to

"a boy of the tennis club director and student council president",

who is ordinary human beings everywhere

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However, Anyone who choose "alone" doesn't have a "title".


2020-12-29 I want to create a more complex, dynamic, unreasonable, and absurd human agent object in my computer, rather than this tiny persona.

I've been writing about money (credit) in a big way over here.

But in fact, the root of all this knowledge is actually these animations.

- Maou-Yu The Demon King & hero

- Wolf and Spice

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I did not learn about money from these animations.

Reverse.

I've mentioned these animations before, however, I didn't really understand

the roles and functions of the multiple currencies that appear in the anime.

I've been thinking for a while that I'd like to understand at least what the main character of an anime is talking about. The bitcoin and blockchain stuff came to me, so I am learning about them.

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But it's still totally "far away".

Money and economics are completely inexplicable because of the non-linear and absurd involvement of the mechanisms of the human mind, which cannot be calculated.

That's why I want to simulate a "human".

I want to create a more complex, dynamic, unreasonable, and absurd human agent object in my computer, rather than this tiny persona.

(It's not something dubious called "artificial intelligence," but an agent based on object-oriented programming.)

But this research is going to require a lot of money, and I can't think of any model to recover that investment. I'm doing a lot of makeshift, though.


2022-12-29 The human vessel is "smaller" than we think --- maybe it's just me.

"People's advice is to refer to the reciprocal of the difference between your age's multiplied by the reciprocal of the difference between your age's and your age's."

I would advise you to do so.

For example, if you are 35, you should consider 100% if you are listening to advice from a 34-36 year old.

If the advice comes from a 37 year old, then 1/|37-35| = 50%.

If the advice comes from a 20 year old, then 1/|20-35| = 6.6%.

If the advice comes from a 70 year old, then 1/|70-35| = 2.8%.

It is good to be aware of this level.

Basically, it's 'don't listen to others'.

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There was a time when advice from the elderly was important.

That was a time when there was no IT or iPS cell technology and no need to consider digitization.

Also, older people are very uncomfortable with the idea of a younger generation succeeding at something they once tried and failed at.

In other words, we must remember that advice from the elderly has a negative coefficient (sabotaging the success of others).

Why can I say that -- because I myself have a strong awareness that I have a "negative coefficient".

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When I see news stories about young IT venture CEOs conducting self-driving demonstration tests, etc. I come to think

"Do fail"

I constantly feel me thinking that way.

Because I have failed in the past.

The human vessel is "smaller" than we think --- maybe it's just me.


2023-12-29 Kakuei Tanaka was a man who continued to show me and the people of the generation above me that "money," "power," "belief (persistence)," "justice," "evil," "downfall," and "illness (death)" are not fictions but realistic realities.

I watched "Kakuei Tanaka: The Dream and Fall of Reforming the Archipelago," The Butterfly Effect in the Century of Images.

I was sincerely surprised.

Kakuei Tanaka was a man who continued to show me and the people of the generation above me that "money," "power," "belief (persistence)," "justice," "evil," "downfall," and "illness (death)" are not fictions but realistic realities.

I cannot deny that a fraction of my values have been influenced by how this man Kakuei Tanaka is.

He was that great man (Try to ask anyone in my generation).

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What surprised me was that the life of Kakuei Tanaka could be summarized in a 45-minute documentary program.

And the 45 minutes of content was well done, not too much, not too little, not too much to complain about.

"This program is fine, but is it good enough?"

I have been watching and commenting on NHK documentaries, and now I am breaking out in a nasty sweat.

"Ebata, You think you know what you're talking about just because you've seen an NHK documentary."

I feel as if those around me are blaming me.

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At the end of this year, the issue of back taxes by politicians has become a significant issue.

"Political these days are very easily interviewed," and "secretaries' mouths have become much lighter."

That adherence to power of Showa-era politicians, the guts to never come clean, to drive secretaries and people just before testimony to suicide if necessary (true story. If you're interested, look it up)

Such things were the norm; thus, the struggle between prosecutors and politicians was a theatrical spectacle involving the public.

Although such frequent struggles and upheavals always forced Japan's foreign and domestic policies to stagnate many times, the Japanese economy nevertheless continued to grow.

Japan's national power at that time was so strong that people believed that "tomorrow will surely be better than today.

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Values and rules change over time, and we must adapt.

Hence, the current politicians should behave according to the current rules, and rightly so.

If someone like Kakuei Tanaka were to appear today, I am sure he would only be met with dismay.

Come to think of it, celebrities seem to be making a lot of noise, too.

I would like to see how politicians and entertainers of this era will overcome this predicament -- I would like to watch the struggle of the "Reiwa" era, which is different from the "Showa" era.