The other day, I watched the program "Earthquake disaster Big data --How to avoid metropolitan panic"
I felt odd when I saw the simulation result of gathering people around the station, after the disaster happened."
In my case, I decided not to go home just after the time when the earthquake occurred.
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Of course, why I selected the option was to be relieved to hear all of my family safe.
It was natural for twin-track couple to want to go home to know the children safe for their life.
On the other hand, they could not get on trains and bus immediately even if public transportation system starts. Moreover, that choice was really crucial.
What I made a sense is that
there are few person who has the concept of "rough sleeping".
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In my case, I folded a lot of cardboard boxes and newspapers and rapped drinking water in the fridge(I returned later),I was hiding alone in a place .
And I was wearing a cold protection sheet of evacuation goods, listening to the radio all night alone, and taking a nap.
Wherever we can keep our life on rough sleeping if the roof is on and keep body temperature. 。
First of all, we could reach the concept that humanity residence recently.
Before this long vacation, I got an old HDD which is password protected. So I took it to my country house at the beginning of this vacation, and has run a special fiscal HDD eliminator. to break the password.
However, the process has been working until now, the latter half of this long vacation.
There is no help for it. I stopped the process and tried a reboot again, but after all the password was required.
In short, I failed to the process.
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In fact, I had succeeded the HDD password elimination about ten years ago, but this time, I didn't do same process.
I feared the BIOS crash of PC by the process.
In addition, I have already bought another old HDD from Amazon for 800 yen during the period of this vacation, and sent it to my country house directly. Now the PC system is working perfectly.
"800yen" v.s. "a risk of PC destruction about CMOS". It is beyond comparison.
The correct answer is "giving up the process of HDD password elimination and disposing of the HDD".
I didn't have this thought ten years ago, I think.
If there was a technical problem, I was not afraid of "even possibility to break a PC" for the problem solution.
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I am absolutely smarter than what I was ten years ago.
I think that I have made a right decision.
However, what is on earth this "a feeling that I lost" ?
(Continuation from yesterday)
I like whatever is related to time travel.
I like something like finding a surprising blind spot of time paradox, and I also like the story that a hero or a heroin becomes as the mercy of the difference of age.
I sometimes think that
There are many stories like "a warrior of the Warring States era, are incarnated in modern times, and cause a fuss"
"Is he going to make a fuss really?"
Even we must go to some countries that have different language, culture, religion, but we don't make a fuss in those countries.
At least, when I went to an overseas mosques and my wife and daughters were denied to enter the mosques, I didn't scream and shout with saying "Contrary to the men and women equal rights!"
First of all, a person who was space-time transition, should try to grasp the situation and get used to it. That is a human being.
But it is "That's going a bit too far".
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Still, I think that,
The idiot to cause a fuss in a different space-time, is also going to
cause a fuss in their own space-time.
Today, I was doing repair work for a veranda at my parents home.
When I looked under the veranda, there were traces that were already repaired many times.
I thought this time, I would do over all of them, however the quality of the wood was good, unexpectly, so I hesitated it.
"If I replace it with SPF material, the time to be broken will be reversed quickly", so I decided to repair this time as well.
(After that, I struck a thin plywood over the metal piece, buried the surrounding with silicon material, as a safety measures)
I like to repair broken things, like this.
It is the time of bliss, while thinking about repair methods and wandering around DIY store by yourself,
For example, (as I mentioned before), our home security system is almost composed of junk (or gift).
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Previously, when traveling to overseas universities on business, local college students took me to the shopping mall forcibly,
"Frankly speaking, it is big nuisance"
First of all, "shopping alone" is the best for me, and malls never make my wish.
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However, as a person who is entertained, I can't say
"Please drop only me down to the DIY shop"
Any business entertainment annoys me at any time.
Well, I think that there are some reasons why I can not be promoted.
One of the tasks of this GW, was
"Building a monitoring using SORACOM and Raspberry pi"
and I was working for it at my parent home.
I was sorry, but it was a timeout - I could not complete the construction and I decided to take the equipment home.
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Meals, cleaning, baths, weeding in the garden and distribution of herbicides, replacement of bulbs and batteries, and mother's visit to nursing home. Besides that, in particular, this time, I took many time for the work of the neighborhood association.
The crucial trouble was,
"Suddenly occurring father's sleep".
I had to change my schedule for him sleeping time.
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It has been quite a long time since I could not have a normal conversation with my father.
My father has lost not only the idea of the season but also the concept of the time zone, I have not observed what my father is thinking from outside for a long time.
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Therefore,
A woman in a drama shouting loudly, "I do not know what you are thinking!"
I want to say to you that
"Do not be silly. Why can you say such luxury to the person who can talk with others. Talk to your lover to the full extent of your power"
I think that I am qualified to say that.
(To be continued)
When I was in elementary school, there was a cartoon called "Doverman detective".
At that time, Japan was in the midst of a 70-year security struggle (or rather the end?), in the cartoons, I think there were many stories that saw anti-Americans, especially the US forces in Japan, as "bad guys."
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In recent years, Japan may not go along politically with neighboring countries.
In so-called "anti-Japanese sentiment", it seems that the national sentiment of some people of both sides is getting worse.
However, I feel that the influence of Internet news such as Google (at least for me) is large.
However, I think
"Japan has not been fiercely scolded as bad as in "Doverman detective".
Well, there may be people who say "no way" but it doesn't matter to me.
What I am concerned about is what people in the United States thought about the "strong anti-American attitude" of our nation at that time.
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I examined it, however I did not find information on the "American sentiment" of the people of that time(It does not matter if the intergovernmental level talk).
At that time, Americans were
- Didn't they think "offensive" against such Japanese people were
or
- Did not such an exercise come out, "If they don't like the US so much, let's destroy the friendship treaty and the security treaty as well."
I want to know that.
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Well, the United States is a very busy country, from that time to the present, such as interfering with the wars of other countries and wars all year round.
So I know that it is impossible to discuss "the anti-US in the 70's" and "the anti-Japan" in the same line, but I think, "I want to know."
First of all, I would like to know about what we can learn from now on or not at all.
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By the way, "Articles that Japan is admired from overseas" posted by Japanese media often appears, but I think that this kind of article is "cold".
I think that the mass media of the country which writes such an article and the readers of the country who are in the habit of reading such articles think" is not praised from overseas". How about that?
(Continuation from yesterday)
Well, in any case, if this situation continues (even if it doesn't continue), this special law will surely be revised, and the public sentiment will be a tailwind, and considerably strong penalties will be installed.
The opposition parties will also formally express their "regrets" and support the revision of the law jointly with the ruling party.
A process like the “National Total Mobilization Law” before the war is steadily progressing.
Unexpectedly, we are experiencing the prewar war regime in real time.
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I think that there is "reason" about the government policy, legislative procedures, and the content of this new corona countermeasure.
However, even before the war, there was sufficient "reason" in the "Pacific War" against U.S and U.K.
I think that the fight against new coronavirus is
"the war that differs from "people are not sent to the battlefield "and "no bombs dropped from overhead""
Personally, I want to end my life without experiencing this war.
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When I was writing, I suddenly thought,
"Why isn't the right wing car come in front of the pachinko parlor?"
I think they are "experts that destroy rallies," and will "certify the guests coming to a pachinko parlor as" non-national". I wonder if such a concept has alreay been old (I suspect that there are connections in the back)
"Isn't a left-wing organization coming out to the pachinko parlor to announce the bomb terrorism?"
With the flag of "overthrowing the capitalist," this might be a big hit, and even now, there is a possibility of increasing the favorable impression.
By the way,
"Propagation activity using the new coronavirus"
Naturally, those religious groups are appearing annoyingly.
For example, try searching with a search engine, by the words "prayer for repelling coronavirus infection"
No, you should not. Because I felt as if I had been shown the most ugly decay.
I closed the page in 3 seconds, like running away from the ugly decay.
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In the first place, science is a process of cumulative progress, which is a loop of "observation → hypothesis → experiment → verification".
I think that using the word "science" by such incompetent religious groups, is to correspond to the illegal act of "misidentification of quality" under the Unfair Competition Prevention Act. Beyond that,
This is the "misuse" and "abuse" for the word "science",
I think that it is "irreparable" to science, and it is a severe "insult" to science.
I heard that a drama called "Ricocatu" (Divorce Activity) is very interesting.
I can hear my senior daughter laughing hysterically downstairs.
I heard that they looked very much like my wife and I right after our marriage.
If it's that interesting, I'll watch it.
It seems that my family members are not deleting the recordings so that I can watch them.
Aside from that.
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I heard that one of the characters in the film is a member of the Air Self-Defense Force...
Daughter: "So, this army guy...
Ebata: "the Self-Defense Forces guy, right?"
Daughter: "The soldier was doing ..."
Ebata: "Yeah, what about that 'Self-Defense Force member'?
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A person who is sensitive to this word, might be
"thinking about the issue of Article 9 of the Constitution"
with high probability.
I'm on holiday, but I feel like I'm working more than usual -- I feel tired.
Based on my policy of "making every effort to 'cut corners'" , I am struggling with following issues.
Come to think of it, the book I made myself before really helped me out.
'Thank you, past me!' And I thank myself for crossing time and space.
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I have recently been using a technical question board called teratail (https://teratail.com/) -- I ask a lot of questions.
I am too sorry to do this, but even I would like to answer what I can.
That's the 'trade-off'...No, I don't mean that. Let's see, it's called 'mutual aid coexistence', yes, yes.
However, anything I might be able to answer is either "answered" or "resolved", leaving no room for me to speak.
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With muttering, 'Someday, I'll help you, just not right now,'
Today, I am sitting in front of my computer with giving my headache, and trying the construction and use of the GIS database for Utsunomiya City.
I don't remember that I was a "good subordinate".
Even so, I thought to decide, 'I will follow this boss and leader.
They had a common character.
"No leadership"
This is the one word.
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'Leaders without leadership' were unreliable and I always had to worry.
They were less knowledgeable than I was and did not seem to have any great obsession or pride in the matter.
So I had to be concerned not only about myself but also about the team as a whole.
However, such a leader was not overbearing, but would listen to me and change policy as needed.
They did not blame me for my mistake, but quietly went with me to apologize to the customer and then acted as if they would forget all about it.
Under such a vague management, the team members, including myself, moved autonomously, and communication among them was smooth.
The most important factor was that I had a "personal liking" for the person.
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However, such leaders seem to be less valued socially, or company-wise.
And in reflection, even though I aspired to be such a leader, when I became one, I became a person strict about time and results.
People are easily disfigured by their standing and self-preservation.
And the reality is that leaders who initiate power harassment improve the results of their teams.
However, retaliation for "power harassment" in the form of "resignation" can be used to disqualify a leader's authority, especially by the younger generation.
In this way, it may be said that the high turnover rate of young people (in any era) is, in a sense, a function of maintaining company morale.
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In general, to be a 'leader without leadership' is a lot more difficult.
Because the moment you aim to be a 'leader without leadership,' you will not be such a leader.
We all want to be "free" (don't we?).
Freedom, however, is often accompanied by many conditions.
These conditions include laws, regulations, ethics, morality, social responsibility, economic constraints, social position and role, technology, and environment.
Freedom is often a dance on the stage of these "bindings.
Expanding freedom means broadening this stage.
We conclude that this requires a law-abiding spirit, morals, responsibility, money, status, a better environment, academic ability, and good health, which we must strive for.
It was a boring conclusion (I'm sick of writing it myself).
Still, indeed, the world has not "become" what the following song describes.
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Being bound by organization, society, and common sense (i.e., by budgets, bosses' orders, and social mores) is the price of freedom.
However, I have recently wondered if we are not all "bound" by our desire to be bound.
I am not talking about SM.
English.
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I am writing this diary in both Japanese and English.
The purpose is for me to study English.
I can say that this notation in both Japanese and English has been 'the most valuable English study I have done so far.
It is not easy to 'try to use English every day' as long as you live in Japan.
In my case, I like to write crap, so granting English crap here seems to have been a good implementation of "Try to use English every day" -- well, it is not appreciated by anyone.
It is hard to write English every day, so I use a translation tool and a grammar checker (since I started using these, I feel like my English is getting worse, but I prioritized 'continuity').
So, recently, I seem to be doing
"I try to write English sentences that Grammarly (grammar checker) will like."
The checker tells me every day that I should use "the" rather than "a" or "past tense" rather than "perfect tense," and that I should change "passive" to "active" every day, so I take care to use "active" as much as possible.
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When I first joined the company, my boss told me to write my papers in the "passive voice," but looking at recent books on how to write papers, it seems that this is changing to "We" and "I," which are also acceptable.
It does not matter who did the work but what the result is, so the passive voice seems more appropriate.
However, the "passive" sentences are "hard to read" for me.
We cannot see the "person" who conducted the research. Even a paper became a "drama" when I joined. When it becomes a drama, it becomes easier to read.
Therefore, I have often tried to write English sentences with "We (I and my co-authors)" as the subject in the last few years.
Aside from that.
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I have been urging them to 'write, speak, and use English freely, ignoring vocabulary and grammar.
I am such a person who wants to be praised by every AI tool (as I improve my writing, Grammarly will praise me at the end), and the way I am polishing my English sentences, so I am a
"Dog wagging its tail to get food."
What a pathetic figure, I am ashamed to say.
AI field (x AT field) has already invaded me, no exaggeration.
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I sometimes come to think?
"How is it that I, who am so rebellious against authority (from the state to my superiors), am so obedient to AI tools?"
I believe one of the reasons for this is that "AI tools don't 'tell you what you don't want to hear.
No reprimands, no accusations, no criticism.
I think this is it.
It also helps that if I make a wrong choice, 'the AI tool doesn't complain about it and offers me the next follow-up.
If it were my boss, he would add an unnecessary comment such as, 'See, I told you so,' which would offend and demoralize me, but AI Tool does not do that.
With the recent appreciation of the yen, my fees for AI tools have been exorbitant, but I still can't let go of them because I can work stress-free.
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When you think about it this way, the essence of management is,
"Acting like an AI tool."
We may conclude that this is not the case.
At least now, I like to follow what the generative AI says rather than humans.