There are concrete two points as follow.

(1)How do they think their life that have already been decided that they cannot return to the previous health life, and go worse than now.

and, (2)How do we have to understand their life from the third person's views?

I knew well that these questions belonged to philosophy, so it should has been hard for social workers and care managers to answer the problems.

However, from the viewpoint of "on-the-spot", I thought they were really specialists.

They didn't answer my questions explicitly, I believed that they told me that "nothing to answer" implicitly.

According to the (1) question, that is "getting the ending time they feel happy to had been born and their life"

According to the (2) question that is "making their ending time they feel happy to had been born and their life"

Additionally, I asked the care persons to what it is in detail.

They answered me "warm, calm and easy feeling".

Insistently, I asked them how to give sharp the feelings.

They told me that "I think we do best for "doing our best". What we can do is such thing, after all.

Impressed deep stories, I thought.

Not all "do best" can reach "warm feeling", much less to make them return to old good days.

However, What we can do is such thing.

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All of the people in the world have fate of defeat. I think this is real grit.

So, the concept of value that going to purposes or targets for example, examination and business, is the best, eventually becomes meaningless.

It should be too late if we accuse the concept in the last stage of our life, with shouting "you are a liar!!" repeat.

Unless I change the direction of my life now, I am about to going to death with cursing the world around me.

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Now I think I understand a little part of warm feeling and love.

Unless I change the direction of "purposes" and "targets" to others, I come to think,

Seriously dangerous.