The other day,I wrote a dairy about the TV program "Expanding Zero-reading. What happens in Japanese" in NHK documentation.

This time, when I was in my country house, I noticed that I have never seen that my father and mother read books at all (except for new papers and magazines)

I just wondered how they had known other's opinion in the world.

Though they have seemed no not been social and to have special friends, it might have been enough radios and TVs.

Above all, it is maybe that we can live a life without hearing other's opinion.

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But I feel that their life has few options, and seems to be tight be frank.

Particularly, my mother, who is in an old man care platform, seems to makes other persons mad, because she often says anything at the moment without thinking about how they receive her opinions from old days.

In fact, I want to avoid to feel unpleasant, get angry and shout loudly. Recently I visit the old care home and speak to her in short time, and come home quickly with mother laundry.

Even if I call "the man who am undutiful extremely", I can accept it.

But I don't have the ability "to show gentleness while receiving an unpleasant behavior", and probably I think that I cannot develop the ability in future either.