(Continuation from yesterday)

Persons continues changing their behavior whenever they watch other's anger in order to adapts to their community.

However, it is possible under many choice - - "options" - - to let us change our behavior.

If the "option" is not stocked enough, we continue making persons uncomfortable without the mind all the time and, as a result, make us isolation and unhappy..... maybe.

If one of the origins of stocking of this "stock option" "is "book", "Not reading book" might be "one of a certain method to make oneself unhappy"

On the other hand, "my closed mind" is wrong with getting angry with my mother's opinions, even I could analyze this situation in details.

I take pride in my being a considerable reader, I think I cannot lack stock option (in the reason).

Therefore I am a suitable example "not to be able to make myself happy as for me even if I read a book so much".

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After all, whether anyone read book or not,

- Taking in knowledge,

- As one's thing,

- Without being seized with one's common sense,

- Continuing both inspecting and hypothesis,

Unless we become a human being having high flexibility in such an opening mind,

"we cannot make ourselves happy by ourselves"

we can reach this natural conclusion,

and the "natural" is tremendous difficult for me.