(Continuation from yesterday)

"I have no friend who share a sense of value."

I had a time when I had been annoyed at it like others.(It was a real story)

At that time, I told the story to an adult, the person adviced me the following.

"Stop finding a friend."

"Firstly, you find what you make you crazy, and you are crazy for it seriously by yourself."

"If you do so, you can find out a person who also is crazy for it."

"It is "the special person" for you."

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I didn't accept the advice fully at that time.

Even now, I don't think that this is the best advice.

But I think that some important intentions are included in this advice.

That means "it is me to make me enjoy" and " it is a dirty trick to expect the roll to others".

Even I think that it is difficult to find a friend, if you think that your friend is a sort of "tools" in order to "make you enjoy", or "lose the vision of your loneliness"

"Being crazy" means that "enjoy" that is generated by myself, is overflowing beyond myself, and the persons who are crazy, can share their "enjoy" each other.

(To be continued)