"I have to spend this "three-day weekend" for writing a column"

I gave up having free time for the three days, however, I could finish the draft version until noon of the second day.

It was very unusual for me.

To tell you the truth,

"I could not warp up the main issue because of much volume of the contents, I had to postpone it to the next month.

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How I should use the important final day ?

I felt excited like the first date (with a girl) in my life.(But I don't remember what was the first date.)

- Do I go skiing alone after a long time ? But I come to feel tiresome against "cool".

- Do I go the movie "Kizu-monogatari" ? But I will get mad with the movie, even if the movie is bored. And my daughter is watching the movie now, I may wait for her review of the movie.

- I have to draw an illustration of the column. But I cannot find a picture of my imagination.

During repeating "but" "but" "but", this rare important and valued day had gone.

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"Start without thinking first, and think with running" is my motto.

From this morning, I continue feeling self-hating.