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2017-04-08 I have regretted to be really wasteful from my heart [長年日記]

I said that the story of

"Tutor and prep school instructor is not good for you"

I had finished this story without my first intention, so I want to continue it.

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Now I strongly regret that I should have do the following part-time job.

- acting as an cast member at an amusement park.

- giving good compliments to women at an host bar.

- cooking fried rice at a Chinese food restaurant near a station.

I am afraid that I will not be able to do the above jobs.

I should not have taught a child at home, or sold "PC-9801" at a personal computer shop(But I might had sold many PCs).

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I could have had many experiments without exchanged with money, and those have given me a lot of topics.

I have regretted to be really wasteful from my heart.

Well, I might have waken up for fried rice, and gone to the way of an engineer. So I do not know what was good.

I think that it would have never been in a host bar.