I spent a lot of my college days working part-time.

It was because I had to earn tuition and living expenses at the time when it was difficult to send money to me with the circumstances of the family.

I continued the loop of "school" → "working" → "lodge".

It is a so-called "suffering student", however, It is strange that I do not remember as much painful memory.

Friends who had been observing such my situation, seemed be very kind in my memory.

They showed me notes and reports, and made dishes (not "treated me").

- Well, it might be just my enhanced memory.

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Since I ran around all day alone like that, I could not get the concept of "association".

So, I could not get a chance of "suffering from friendship relationships".

Turn to thinking, this was quite "happy" for me.

(Well, for other things, it was a pretty hell, though)

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Basically,

"This world will not help me"

as the world view was fixed as

"fact".

So I didn't have to "hate" this world.

(To be continued)