(Continuation from yesterday)

So, living in that view of the world, any support from a friend (notebooks, reports or foods) was

so happy dazzlingly for me.

I have such memory ( it also might be just my enhanced memory (the rest is omitted.))

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Even so, I do not want to say to people around the world, "Do not have friendship relations."

For the beginning, it is impossible, and it is not good to have the world view of "the world will not help me".(You come to have a perverse character like me).

Still, for me, it seems quite happy to think that "the whole period at that time was not hard".

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Well, If I have a chance to give an advice to you, as a people who have the world view of "the world will not help me",

I think that it is a good strategy to make "a world not dependent on friendship relationship" and leave it about half of my life.

"Closed mind" which refuses exchanges with the outside and closes only within myself, is an effective and promising option to live a long life.

For example,

to continue to write blogs that no one enjoys.

to continue to make a simulator that no one needs.

to continue to build home security system that no one watches,

to continue to operate control LAN network no one cannot use.

and so on.

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I want to name this method of making self-mind as

"positive alone" strategy.