I am reading the diary yesterday,

"Is Ebata's abstinence metanoia ?"

I will be in trouble if such a rumor flows.

From college to now, I have been proud of "high rate questioning from polic persons" ( compared to other's opinions)

A news of "Ebata's metanoia" might motive security police ( I am not somebody.)

Anyway I state positively "Ebata's abstinence is not for metanoia".

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To begin with, I don't feel that I should have any religion I can believe, before metanoia.

"Do not desire yourself, do not give it to others - except when necessary"

For now, I think that can do something.

When religion is needed, I am thinking to sign a provider with a major religion (for example, three major religions) at that time.

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I believe in the existence of God. However, although it is "God who is not interested in human beings as much as 1 milimeter".

It is a useless God, not worthy of faith.