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2018-07-17 "I deeply regret what I did." [長年日記]

I am not interested in "idol singer" or "pop idol", however it is natural for my age.

The problem is that "I have never been interested in "idol" in my life."

"I deeply regret what I did."

I am really afraid of that.

If I could be crazy for "idol", it is easier for me, rather than what I was a teenager.

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However, recently, I sometimes think "Is it not so ?"

According to news program, I often watch some adults who are crazy for "under-age idol groups", like crossing a red line as adults.

I think that there were some adult who were active for the field, however basically, they made them invisible.

I remember that they never opened their existances on air, and could not accept an interview with showing their face.

The adults were identified as not only "funny person" but also "unwanted person" from even children.

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I believe the world of "any people can say "I like it" because they like it" is wonderful.I can answer in the affirmative by my significance of existence.

However, this is just for the area where there is no gap in my daily life.

For example, as I wrote before, if a boyfriend of my daughter come to my house by "Itasha"(the car painted beauty in the bud of animation), I am afraid that

I will knock him out from my house, and

I will shout my daughter down "break off contact with him"

Even I can affirm an artistry of "Itasha" and the owner's spirit by my significance of existence.

I mean, I can affirm many things far from my daily life, however, even if it is getting close to me. I deny them easily. In conclusion, my "liberalism" is like that.

(To be continued)