It is not "what I want to do"

but "what other person orders me to do", and

it impresses others by chance.

As a result, it becomes "something more troublesome and difficult" and other person also orders me to do that.

"What I didn't think I wanted to do" is being expanded and reproduced.

I think everyone has experienced these scenes.

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As a result, after living half a century, I have to

"solder to 7 sets of amplifier kits provided by Akizuki Tsusho"

It's a serious hell to follow the "tip" of a soldering iron with a huge loupe while wearing reading glasses.