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2019-11-28 Life without drinking is really boring and painful. [長年日記]

Recently, news of arrests due to celebrity drug intake continues.

I also take stabilizers in the early morning insomnia,

"drug dependence"

I can accept the above words.

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However, on days when I can sleep properly, I don't need the stabilizer.

I have no experiment that "thinking about "drag" all day" by drug addicts.

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I stopped smoking for 9 months when I was 21 years old. It was pretty hard for the first two weeks, but after that I don't remember that it was very hard.

Rather, the problem is alcohol.

Now I stop drinking at all. However it was very hard right after I stopped drinking, and especially hard when I was working hard. Even now, it's hard to go through the supermarket's liquor corner.

(For stop drinking, the existence of "non-alcoholic beer" is quite large)

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"A life you can't enjoy liquor is losing half of your life" --- some persons said that.

Let me make a clear statement here.

This is "truth".

Life without drinking is really boring and painful.

"Beer and green soybeans" in summer and "hot sake and hot pot" in winter.

What is the value of this unfortunate life?

Still, the reason why I decided to stop drinking has a lot of benefits.

The story will come soon.

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Even alcohol is like this.

Even more so, for a person of "drug dependence", I think it would be really painful.

In particular, it is easy to imagine that when they are under a lot of emotional pressure, they restart "drug" again.

The days of "thinking about drug all day" are probably hell.

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After all, even for the same "drug dependence", I think that a stabilizer and a sleeping pill are good.

When I can sleep well, I will be happy the next day.