The other day, I found a SNS message on the Internet.

"I found a person whose name "Tomoichi Ebata". His works are very interesting. I wonder why he has not tried suiside by himself"

At first, I thuoght "what does it mean?" however, I came to mind immediately.

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Because all of my columns shows only

"Desperate future"

In addition, we are offering three sets of logic, numerical values, and simulation.

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However, I also seem strange.

So, I wondered, "Why did I not commit suicide until now, drawing a 'desperate future'?"

The answer came out quite easily (about 5 seconds).

"Until I confirm the results of your simulation with my own eyes, I never die"

That's because the thoughts lead to my attachment to life.

This is the human nature of both as an engineer and a researcher.