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2020-11-25 "Yeah, yeah, yeah. I thought, I thought. Yeah, that's how it goes, right? Yeah, after a date" [長年日記]

"Do you want to talk on the phone right after a date is over?" To this question, to be honest, I will say

"I never thought of that"

I don't like the world that is going to define me as such

"nobody"

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Relatively speaking, I prefer to be alone, -- I can admit it.

I like to have meals "alone", and "reading alone" is an important and precious time for me, even when I come to work or come home.

But that doesn't mean that I want to be lonely.

To begin with, such a person would never get married or have a family.

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In short, it's a matter of degree.

I am only slightly stronger (0.6-0.7) in the "loneliness certification".

There should be no simple binarization of events and properties.

I wish the Ministry of Education, Culture, Sports, Science and Technology would introduce "fuzzy reasoning" into compulsory mathematics and adopt "quantum mechanics" into science.

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The other day, I was watching a singing show on TV and I said

"Love songs say "I'm lonely" and "I wanna see you now". They're too exaggerated, right?"

However, my wife assured me

"Not so!"

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"Didn't you want to call me right after the date was over to talk to me?"

When she said that, I didn't say honestly,

"I never thought about it. I was trying to figure out how to organize the data or how to modify the coding after I got back to the lab"

but say,

"Yeah, yeah, yeah. I thought, I thought. Yeah, that's how it goes, right? Yeah, after a date"

My wife looked at me with suspicion.

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Again -- I am only slightly stronger (0.6-0.7) in the "loneliness certification".

It is not correct to call me "nobody".