Lately, there have been a lot of comics and anime about "going back to the past".

What all these contents have in common is the prerequisite of 'retaining memories of the past' and 'recreating the events of the past'.

Well, without this kind of arrangement, the content would be unsustainable, so it may be inevitable.

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However, in my case, even if I had these two prerequisites, I would not wish to "return to my past.

Especially from elementary school to junior high school, it is joking.

I will never forget that "suffocating feeling".

Of course, everyone's life is "suffocating," but I think it's easier for adults because they can choose how to deal with it.

"At the very worst, we could have a suicide bomber involving the organization"

Adults should get that option.

When I was a child, the idea of "destroying" the system of adults, teachers, and schools was not possible.

Now, that idea is easy for me to do.

It would be great if children could rely on adults, but for children, adults are the enemy, so there is no way to rely on them.

Aside from that.

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I've been taking piano lessons since I was in elementary school -- even though I hated practicing piano to death.

I don't know how piano classes are today, but when I was a kid, they were so "dogmatic" that they were trivial.

Now, I can clearly say, "They were idiot".

Beyer, Burgmuller, Czerny... I was really fed up with those days of being forced to "play hopelessly boring music".

I'm not saying that "To improve your piano playing, it's essential to have a beautiful finger form" is all bullshit.

However, the absolute truth is that "in order to improve your piano playing, you must forget about such trivial matters as form and truly enjoy playing the piano".

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One example of this kind of "crazy dogmatism" is the stupid "ritual" of joining the tennis club, "freshmen are not supposed to hit the ball, but run and do strength training.

I paid my own way and quickly joined a tennis school or a ski school to learn the "techniques" in the fastest and most logical way.

I am now at a level where I can use a whole range of tennis and skiing techniques and enjoy them normally.

And, the distance I have run to improve my tennis and skiing is "0 meters".

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Now, after reviewing them, what I don't understand now is why I didn't stop playing the piano as soon as I could.

(To be continued)