Recently, actor Mr.Toru Watanabe passed away.
Also, columnist Mr.Takashi Odajima passed away.
Mr. Toru Watanabe had been obese and lost weight repeatedly, and was not obese at the time of his death.
Mr. Takashi Odajima also overcame his alcoholism on his own.
What I want to say is--
"Past neglects of health do not forgive us, even after we get out of them"
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So, well, maybe I won't be 'forgiven' either -- even if I don't consume a drop of alcohol now.