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2024-04-06 "Another daughter is possessing my daughter." [長年日記]

Many people say that first impressions are important in love.

I, too, agree with this.

However, I believe that first impressions are significant, not only in love but in any situation.

Based on the impression I get from the first talk, I think, 'Which persona shall I use for this person from now on?

I use several personas for the same person if necessary.

In stacked meetings, drinking parties, etc., I try to act as a completely different persona to get through the situation (although sometimes I can't).

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I acted as a "radical activist" when I attended for admission to the university's self-governing dormitory.

In reality, however, I had never been a "radical activist" before, and even after that, I was just an ordinary college student studying usually.

Therefore, I was called a "liar" in the dormitory.

I even played with making a "remote-controlled detonator" and verifying "hydrogen combustion."

When I did job interviews, I portrayed myself as a graduate student struggling with the difference between hypothesis and proof in an experiment.

I had a highly calculated (ulterior motive) that this persona should be attractive in the engineering company.

Nevertheless, every persona is still me.

I change the switch and volume of the persona depending on the situation.

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As you know, I am completely different in the column than in the office.

It is at the level of, "I wouldn't be surprised if we got into a fistfight in my mind.

But "using multiple personas" is a normal act of a normal person.

I remember the above when I remembered seeing and hearing

"the voice and expression on my second daughter's face as she was doing a remote job interview on her laptop."

In other words,

"Another daughter is possessing my daughter."