I think that my presentation and speech are not good but painless at least.

But it might be just me that I think that.

I want to stop talking about that any more, because of this column.

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The other day, I was asked out an bridal party for the first time in 20 years.

"This 20 years" can show my "despairing personal connections".

I pretened to be tough .... not just think that this is a sort of Win-Win relationship.

I hate "unenjoyable speech" very much beyond my description at the party.

It is too difficult to express my feeling, however I dare to try saying,

"A nightmare that I am enforced to watch the soap opera "Demons are all around" during dinner time."

I hope that you can understand my miserable mind.

(To be continued)