From this period, I have transferred to a new research section. So I have reviewed and modified my carrier history sheet with illustrations in order to prepare for the meeting with my new boss.

While reviewing and modifying it, I was self-satisfied that

(1)How much I had done a lot of research.

and at the same time, I faced the reality of

(2)There is no research that had given something impact to the world.

I feel something I cannot make words.

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I have stuck to get the technical skills to survive in the research life.

However, that has generated "light footwork" I didn't obsess with any field of technology.

It is true that sectionalism with narrow-minded and obsession to protect what I can is ugly.

However, any break-through doesn't come to a person who is not interested to keep their own field

Which one you choose depends on you, however, "not developing the technical skill to survive" and "not fighting to protect your domain" may be risks for you.

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I can confidentially say that I have not spent any time making myself easy. However, it seems not related to "what I could do something great"

In short,

"I am happy to watch my program to work well"

"I love drinking non-alcoholic beer just after finishing writing columns"

I think that for a person like me, I cannot access the research field about the world's impact.

Well, it is O.K. for me.